Everything will be okay

Chapter 1

Jamari:

I took a sip of water and began typing my History Essay. The library was going to be closing soon so I had to hurry. I finished my last sentence and typed Jamari Dime . I closed my laptop and put it back in my bag. I had 5 minutes left and I needed to check out some books. I walked right to the Urban section and picked 2 books that looked interested, jotting to the front desk to check out my books.

"How are you Jamari". My favorite librarian asked.

"I'm good Ms.Duncan finished my essay in time". I smiled.

"Keep up that good work baby, I've made these soft chewy cookies and had to bring you some I made a little to much so I gave you the rest and I made some brownies". She said handed me a big plastic container.

"Thank you so much Ms.Duncan you know I love my sweets, see you tomorrow".

"Okay be safe now it's a storm coming in hurry home".

"Okay thanks again".

I put the container and books in my bag and started walking home I hate it that devil house.

I am 16 years old living with my Mother,father,older brother,and little sister. My little sister is the only thing I love. My mother is From Jamaica she's a Trini girl and my father is from Oakland but we always move like twice a year. Right now it's Ohio for my dads job.

It feel like I have the worst family ever my brother rape me, my dad hit on me,my mother just is dumb. That's how my life goes.

You might call me a nerd if you ever seen me because I love reading and doing work and stuff something my generation avoid . It gets me off things not tryna brag but I have had straights A's since the end of fourth grade. Not because my parents made me I just think education is before everything that's gonna be my gateway to get outta here.

I walked up the the steps to my house and opened the door. My mother was laughing at something on the tv and eating chicken looking like a black ass monkey, laughing with food all in her mouth just made my stomach turn. I made my way into my room. My little sister was in my bed playing with her doll with only one arm.

"What you doing Jayonna?". I said taking my shoes off.

"Nothing I'm hungry mommy won't let me eat today because I peed in her bed because I had a dream daddy hit me". She sad in a sad tone.
"Imma get you something,don't worry". I said getting up.

I walked out the room and went to the kitchen.My mom was in there now my plan won't work. I carefully got a plate and she stopped me.

"Your plate in the oven you better not give pissy in there no fucking food,you need to put her smelly ass in the shower stinking up my damn house". She said walking out the kitchen.

I put extra mash potatoes and snuck another piece of chicken for her. I grabbed a Mason jar and filled it up with juice. Grabbing 2 forks I rushed back in the room and shut the door. I gave her the plate and we both started smashing my mom only like cooking on Sunday's if not its Ramen noodles and hot dogs.

"Thank you sissy". She said eating her chicken.

"When you get done your gonna get in the shower and we can watch movies".

"Okay".

I finished eating and let her have the rest and I started reading my book until she got done.

I warmed up some water and added bubbles to her water.She came in and I helped her take her clothes off and get in.

I let her play around then taught her how to wash herself I can't always be there with her and my momma damn sure not gonna show her.

After I get done with her Imma put in a movie until she fall asleep then take a shower,study some more,and get some rest.

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