Everything will be okay

Chapter 2

Jamari:

I walked to my first period class and took a seat. My teacher wasn't in yet and everyone was just talking, I reviewed some stuff and spoke to myself lowly to remember a definition. My counselor put me in all these College classes its getting super hard for me. I looked up and some guy was looking at me are eyes connected but some dude walked up to him giving him dap.

"Get to your seats now". A sub walked in.

People kept talking and going on like they always do.

"You teacher left instructions on the white board,do it... Is anybody absent today?". She said looking at everyone.

I looked around and I told her no since people was ignoring her.

I already turned in the assignment she gave us to do. I started eavesdropping on ole boy and his friends conversation since they was next to me.

She just so pretty man I don't even know to to approach her she so quiet what should I do ?

Just act yourself and slid up on her and  start talking to her

I got uninterested and finished studying before last period come,the day go by some fast.

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9th Period

"Thanks class you may leave soon as I take your test". He said picking up my paper.

I stood up and walked out the class putting my pencil in my book bag. I pushed opened the double doors looking at everyone scattered around socializing and stuff. I walked down the steps and walked the direction towards my house,I know my sister was starving and I needed to get home since I didn't have any homework and I wasn't done with my books ,I didn't have to go to the library.

"Hey are you Jarnell's sister?". The boy from first period asked.

"Yeah why?". I asked not wanting to talk about him.

"He pointed at you when you was in the hallway so Jamari right?".

"Yeah,but look I gotta go".

"It's Legend by the way,see you later Jamari".

I waved bye and contuined walking home,as I approached my house I seen my sister standing out the door waiting for me. I smiled and run up to her picking her up.

"I missed you". She said in between giggles as I was kissing her all over her face.

"I missed you to,you hungry?". I asked carrying her into the house.

"Yeah,Mommy left and Daddy left with some girl but Jarnell came in". She said as I put her down.

I pulled out a 2 peanut butter and jelly I saved her from lunch. She loves them,she followed me into my room and when my brother was in bed jacking off to a porn.

I closed my sister's eyes and he looked at me.

"Get the fuck out Jayonna before I beat your ass". He yelled at her.

She ran out the room and he stood up with his man hood all out and closed the door. He threw my book bag down and pushed me to the bed.

"You better fucking moan or I'm beating your ass Jamari and No tears". He said forcing my pants off.

Please make it stop lord..

"Jarnell please stop I'll go get you a girl please don't do this". I begged.

"How many fucking times have we've done this? It's not even fucking countable don't act brand new now".

He took my panties off and I closed my legs. Jarnell slipped on a condom and made me lay down and open my legs wide. He put two fingers inside me and took them back out tasting them. I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't.

He put himself inside me and started thrusting fast .I closed my eyes praying to god this would be over. Jarnell sent a hard punch to my stomach that made me groan.

"Jamari funking moan like I said or Imma keep fucking you up".

I shook my head no and he slapped me across my face but I didn't bulge I was use to it.

"Do it right fucking now". He said sending two blows to my stomach.

I let the tears escape from my eyes and did as told.

After 10 minutes of hell he grunted out loud and pulled out and took the condom off. I sat up feeling disgusted,he had all his sweat on me. Soon as I got up he sat me back down and released himself on me.

He laughed and walked out my arm,I ran to the bathroom and hopped in the shower disgusted. I adjusted the temperature and scrubbed my self viscously.

"Why Lord ? Why do you keep letting this happen to me I've been praying for you to help me since I was 12 years old when he took my innocences". I cried out.

"Don-t Nno-body car-care abbout me! Ii-m so so tired of living he-re don't nobody gi-ve a fu-fuck about Jamari he al-ways t-ouch me do-don't nobody seem t-ta be amused .. I'm so tired of it". I said breaking down.

Do God care about my well-being? I didn't deserves none of this. I rinsed all the soap suds off me and dried off.

I wrapped the towel around me and went in my room to pick out some clothes. I needed to wash my clothes today, I put my undergarments and threw on my Sweatpants and a basic White Tee.

My sister came in my room and hugged me.

"It's okay Sissy we gonna leave soon I just know we will". She whispered.
"I know Jayonna don't worry about nothing I'm gonna figure it out for us just hold on".
I softly kissed her forehead and picked up some of my clothes and stripped my bed sheets.

"Jamari". Jarnell said as I walked out my room.

"I just ordered some pizza I'm about to invite my niggas over put on something better then that".

I rolled my eyes and walked down the stairs and started a new load. I shut the lid and walked back upstairs.

"Wear them Pink Shorts and leave them shorts on". My brother said as I shut the basement door.

"Why Jarnell?". I asked confused.

"Because man I'm having a little get together and you not about to be walking around here". He said looking me up and down.

I walked passed him and walked to my room. He just forced himself on me then think I'm in pose to walk around here with some shorts?How sick can you be?