Where Is Your Heart?

Disgraced and Disdain

I know that the timing isn't consistent, but in order for my story to work the way I want it too, I need them to still be in school. So right now it's around February/March and Rose is about 6 months pregnant. Graduation is in about 3 months.

Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own VA and the sexy Russian God, the lovely and talented Richelle Mead does :)

Enjoy- Hailie

Chapter 2

6 Months Later...

RPOV

Dimitri. We're practicing in the gym and then all of a sudden, he snaps. He starts beating me and telling me that I am nothing to him. Just a quick fling, his play toy. He tells me that I'm nothing but a bitch and a bloodwhore. Then he'd walk out and leave me there to suffer in agony. Once again, I woke up from another nightmare. I get them a lot, so I ask Adrian to sleep walk me every night. But I guess he forgot to this time. I start to feel nausous and run to the bathroom. I puke my brains and brush my teeth. Still feeling gross, I get up and shower.

I threw on some black leggings, a big grey t-shirt that hangs off the shoulders, and some grey Ugg boots. I locked up my dorm room and headed down to the cafeteria. Being pregnant sure made me feel fat. I mean, my boobs were huge and so was my ass, much to all the guys' liking.

I hate Dimitri for leaving me and my baby, but I still love him for giving me my miracle child. The gang and the school took me being pregnant pretty well. They're all very protective of me and make sure that no one bother's me. The only person who didn't take it so well was my mom. She had been beyond furious.

*Flashback 4 months ago*

I heard that my mom was visiting with Lord Szelsky for Thanksgiving. Lissa, Alberta, and even Kirova finally convinced me to tell my mom that I was pregnant with Dimitri's baby. So I had sent her a note saying to meet me in my dorm room. I was nervous beyond hell. I sooo did not want to tell Janine Hathaway, my mother, that I slept with my mentor and he got me knocked up and left. All hell would break loose. So many thoughts of what her reaction could be to ways that she might kill me.

But then, someone knocked on the door. I got up and shakily turned the knob to answer the door. "Hi mom."

"Hello Rose," my mom said as she walked into my room like she owned the place. "You said you wanted to talk?" She scoped the place there might be Strigoi lurking behind my bathroom door.

"Yeah. I wanted to talk to you about something important," I said warily as I walked over to sit down on the edge of my bed. "Do you want to sit," I said as I gestured to the computer chiar. She shook her head and told me, "Get to the point, Rose. I have buisness to attend to." Of course, buisness like always.

"I don't know how to really put this but, I'm pregnant." I squeezed my eyes shut as I said this. When I opened them, I immediately regretted it. My mom's face was so red, I think it invented a whole new color on its own.

"And who's baby is this," she asked in a tight voice, teeth clenched so tight I thought they might shatter.

"Guardian Dimitri Belikov's." I said this quietly feeling so small. I waited for a second and then... all hell broke loose.

"HOW COULD YOU BE SO IRRESPONSIBLE! YOU SLEPT WITH YOUR MENTOR AND THEN GOT KNOCKED UP! HOW COULD YOU BE SO FUCKING STUPID, ROSE! DON'T BOTHER THINKING THAT I'M GOING TO HELP CUZ' I'M NOT! YOU ARE A DAMN DISGRACE! YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN!" She said this all in one breath and then walked out the door in one fluid motion, all too fast so I couln't react. I was stunned. I never thought that she would completely disown me.

*End Flashback*

My mother hasn't talked or seen me since I told her I was pregnant. I understand if she had wanted to strangle me but disown me? I did not see that coming and wouldn't be surprised if she didn't show up at my graduation.

I walked into the cafeteria to see all my friends already there. Lissa waved me over and pointed down in front of her. She's an angel! She already got me food. And a lot of it! A whole plate dedicated to bacon and eggs while the other was dedicated to pancaked smothered in syrup. I sat down and dug in. I looked up for the first time and noticed a new girl staring at me. I stopped chewing, swallowed, and asked, "Who the hell are you?"

"Rose! There's no need to be so rude," said Lissa. "Unless you're extra hormonal today...," said none other than the Pyromaniac Christian.

"Sorry Liss. I didn't sleep well last night, I'm starving, and this baby is sitting on my bladder." I started eating my bacon while Lissa introduced the mystery person.

"Rose this is Vicktoria." Liss gestured to her as she said her name, while Vicktoria held out her hand to shake. I hesitantly shook it and continued to eat. "It's nice to meet you, Rose," she said in a cheery and genuine sounding voice.

"Yeah, you too," I replied in a distacted voice as Eddie showed up with 3 dougnuts on his plate. I took one and stuffed it in my mouth. "Hey! That's my doughnut," he shouted. "Psh. Not anymore it ain't." Everyone laughed at this. Everybody went back to whatever it was they were talking about while I did nothing but focus on how delicous the food was.

Lissa asked Vicktoria, "Hey, I never caught you last name."

"Whoops," Vicktoria apologized, "Sorry. It's Belikova. Vicktoria Belikova." My head snapped up as I heard this. I looked to Liss and said, "I have an appointment with Dr. Olendzki. I'll see ya' later." She nodded and said ok as I quickly walked out of the cafeteria. Shit! Fuck! This was going to be a long 3 months till graduation. I repeat, fuck!