I know, I know I said that love is so powerful and so magical and is an amazing feeling. But the truth is I have never been in love. I have never experienced it and I just say what I think it is like and what I know from what I've heard about it.
The truth is I am scared of falling in love. I am. As much as I want to experience it, I tell myself I can't.
I watch a lot of romantic comedies and I cry after watching them, not because the scene was emotional but because I know that none of it will ever happen to me. Its so Unreal and its just too good to be true.
Its not like I don't believed in love, I do, really, but I can't imagine it happening to me. I do believe that there are good guys 'out there' but I'm scared of believing that anymore.
I want everyone to find love and follow it but I don't see myself doing the same I know I'm a HUGE hypocrite but that's what I feel.
I tell myself not to believe it because I know that no one wullever fall for me. So its better if I don't believed in love. That way, it'll be easier when I don't find love and I don't want to live my life being DELUDED and believing that some guy will come into my life, sweep me off my feet and steal away my heart.... IT IS NEVER HAPPENING!!!
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Random thoughts about life
AléatoireAs you can make - out from the title itself, its not a story really. These are just my thoughts on some random topics or books etc. I just wanted to share these with the world. And you are free to think differently. Also, I might write many contr...
