Rosie's One-Shots

NoochUniverse(?): Clarity

A/N: I have no ship name for these two and this just happened idrk

°•Jason's POV•°

It was hard to fight the past. It was hard to fight the present. It was hard to fight for the future. But together, Mat and I made it work.

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life

We healed the other's pain from the past, kept each other safe in the present, and calmed each others worries of the future. We knew we could survive, no matter what anyone said.

Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time

We knew what we were getting into. Crazy amounts of hate. The long distance. It would be a forever, or it would go down in flames.

Hold still right before we crash cause we both know how this ends

I was willing to fight for Mat, though, no matter what. He was the love of my life, the one I wanted to marry, the one I wanted to grow old with. He was simply amazing, looks, personality, everything. His dark curly hair, deep brown eyes, bright smile, and perfect body. His laugh and his voice. His strength, his humor, the way he cared about me and everyone else. He was flawless.

A clock ticks till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

Sometimes I wish we we're a couple, but that's only when I'm frustrated with the distance and wish I had him in my arms. Many sleepless nights were spent praying for his next visit. But I stayed strong, and when he did make it to me, they were the best days.

Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need, still fight and I don't know why

People thought that it was sad that we lived so far apart. People thought that if the breakup ever did happen, it would be tragedy and shake up everyone around us.

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

People thought it was wrong that two guys were together. People thought it was wrong, that I was supposed to be with Adam or Tyler, and Mat was supposed to be with Brandon or Rob.

If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

We didn't care what people thought. Why can't people just except love? It's stupid. Everyone encourages you to grow up and fall in love and be happy, yet when you do it they try to take it away. It's really not alright.

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends

Mat and I pushed through all the obstacles we had thrown at us, whether it be the hate or the job or whatever. It didn't matter. We had each other.

It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense

When I was with him, or talking to him, or even just texting him everything felt alright. I usually was grinning, and my started calling my smile the "Mat smile" because they knew it was always from him.

Don't speak as I try to leave cause we'll both know what we'll choose

The offer of moving in with each other came from both of our lips multiple times, but we both knew we couldn't just pack up and leave. He had a life in Canada, and there were just some things is Texas I couldn't leave behind.

If you pull then I'll push to deep and fall right back to you

Somehow, after everything, I always ended up back with him again. He sees me cry from stress, he's by my side within hours. I see him struggling because of YouTube and I'm on the next flight to Canada.

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

And it always begun and ended with the same few words.

If our love's insanity why are you my clarity?

"I love you, Mat."

"I love you too, Jason."

::A/N::
That didn't turn out like I'd hoped but I still like it because of the ship ~Rosie <3