"Hello Jade :) So, I hope you've seen it. How did you like that public display huh? Pretty awesome right? Anyway, I just wanted to tell you, I finally got myself a boyfriend. Now, I take your spot as the girlfriend of your baby Colton. He's so sweet, so cute and hot. Why would I let a guy like him off my hands? I've got what I want now. Thank you Jade. Love you, see you around! xoxo 😉💋"
The text from Jessica just heated me up. It was because of Colton that I stopped cutting. Now, I lost Colton. And I have no one anymore. No one to share my secrets, share my laughter, share my tears, do everything together, when I lost Colton, I didn't think I'd end up like this.
Things would always end up wrong with me. Nothing goes right. I'm such a fucktard. Why do I even exist? Now that, my parents are in a serious and huge fight. That every night, I hear them quarreling, I hear them screaming and shouting. When will all this stop? I don't think I can handle all of this.
Things got so fucked up. My mind always blank. Things got worst every single day. And then, I began cutting. The red liquid rushing down my skin after being sliced deep. Blood oozes out, tears streamed down my face every day. I couldn't help but to cut because I'd rather hurt myself then to hurt others. Always afraid to go home, for fear of getting into trouble, for fear of lying that I was okay. For fear of everything I've always been afraid of.
If I could turn back time, I don't think I would be with Colton few months ago. But, what's done is done.
I have nothing.
Author's Note:
Sorry, it took a goddamn long time to finish this chapter! Been busy with checking of marks, and of course, my social life. haha. Anyway, enjoy reading!
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