Well my binder isn't in until the 2nd of November and I may or may not get it straight away as it will be sent to my dads house and not my unit.So right now for binding I've been using a sports bra, it helps a lot.Well it doesn't compress my breasts down to nothing but there's barely anything there."My breasts" *frowns* it doesn't sound that right to me why the fuck do I have to have them? And more importantly why ones that aren't an A cup at least?
Anyway lets stop talking about my tits there the least important thing to me, lets talk about binding! Well when I first binded about a month ago and A few days my partner ripped up a tshirt and I used that.It wasn't really that great and my tits always jumped popped out *frowns* then I tried tape and it fucking hurts! When I put on the tape it didn't but when I peel off the tape it stings like a bitch.It also peeled the skin on my chest so I won't be using it anymore.Bandages weren't really my thing I tried it and it made me scratch like hell (it was a crepe bandage though so maybe that's why).I used a bandage for breaks but that was just liked the ripped tshirt the same effect.
From what I've been told and what I have experienced that unsafe binding is bad for you.You can get cracked ribs, deformation of the ribs and have trouble breathing.I know what the breathing trouble is like I'm quite fit and I was speed walking and then I walked a little bit up a hill.I couldn't catch a breath easily and it hurt to breath that's why I'm using a sports bra and then I'll get my binder! *does a happy dance* damn you guys are still here...my dancing sucks bye!
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My ftm transgender journal
Random*waves* Hi my name is Blayse and this is my ftm journal I will be writing this through my life until I finally transition.Can't wait for that day! anyway here's my journal and here's a step into my life.I'm just glad I'm not hiding anymore!
