I Fell in Love with My Enemy

Chapter 82: I Don't Want to Live

Austin: *Sits next to her on the couch*

Ally: *Sits up, Lays her head on his lap*

Austin: *Rubs her arm* I'm so sorry my love

Ally: *Crying*

Austin: *Feels bad* Do you want me to get you anything

Ally: Can you get me my phone from our room

Austin: Of course

Ally: *Sits up, tears in her eyes*

Austin: *Stands up, walks upstairs*

Ally: *Goes into the bathroom, locks the door, looking for blades* Where are they

Austin: *Comes downstairs with her phone, doesn't see her* Ally? *Hears noise coming from the bathroom**Walks up to the bathroom* Ally

Ally: *Cries* Go away Austin, I need to do something alone

Austin: *Nods* Okay *Realizes what she could do* Ally what are you going to do

Ally: Nothing, I just don't feel good, I'm in the bathroom *Finds a box of razors*

Austin: Ally *tries to open the door* Open the door

Ally: No *Opens the box of razors, takes on out*

Austin: *Gets a hanger, unlocks the door, walks in, sees her with a blade* No Ally *Takes the blade away* You can't do this *Teary eyes* Please

Ally: *Shakes her head* I don't want to live

Austin: *Tears come down his face* You have to

Ally: *Shakes her head**Cries* No, No I do

Austin: *Cries* Don't do it, It was hard enough to loose my sister when she killed herself, losing you would be a whole lot worse

Ally: *Crying* There's no point of living anymore, I have nothing to look forward to, no one would miss me

Austin: *Crying* That is not true, I would miss you and there is a point of living

Ally: *Crying* No there isn't

Austin: Us

Ally: What about us

Austin: We have such an amazing relationship, that is something worth living for

Ally: I know, but I-

Austin: No you can't do this, if you try, I'm bring you to the hospital

Ally: No I don't want to go back, would you really put me through that again

Austin: I rather that then you kill yourself

Ally: *Teary eyes*

Austin: *Crying really hard* You know I love you, you mean the world to me, I would do anything for you 

Ally: *Feels bad**Teary eyes* Don't cry

Austin: *Cries* I can't lose you

Ally: Okay Austin, you won't, I love you

Austin: Promise me if you ever feel this way, talk to me 

Ally: I will and I promise not to ever cut again

Austin: *Sighs*

Ally: I really do promise

Austin: You said that last time

Ally: I did said I would try to stop, I never promised, now I promise

Austin: Okay *Hugs her*

Ally: *Hugs back, teary eyes*

-2 Hours later at 11:30 pm-

Austin: *Laying in bed*

Ally: *Gets in bed with him*

Austin: *Wraps his arms around her*

Ally: *Crying*

Austin: *Kisses her cheek**Hugs her* I'm so sorry

Ally: I just miss him

Austin: I know you do *Kisses her*

Ally: *Kisses back*

Austin: *Pulls away* If you feel upset during the night, just wake me up

Ally: Okay, I love you *Kisses his cheek*

Austin: I love you too *Kisses her forehead*

-5 Minutes later-

Auslly: *Falls asleep in each others arms*