Its Almost 1 pm and im still in my room. I didn't step out of my roon since last night i dont want to go because im afraid that i will lost my temper and control.
I don't know what Im feeling right now.. Hurt, Mad, Angry or Confused. I guess im feeling the mixture of all.
I always knew that im going to have an arrange marriage and i was okay with it Because when you know something from the beginning of your life you'll get used to It and accept it.
Yes if i had the choice i would love to First fall in love with someone and then marry him but i never had that choice and it was fine.
But i can't believe what's happening right now i never thought it will happen that way. Asking for my permission or my opinion and Ask to be is so far away they didn't even tell me me about it.
My grandpa and dad are politicians they are very well known. Every time whatever i did or whatever i do before doing it i have to think 100 times in two hundred ways and see if its affecting my grandpa and dad's reputation in any way if it does then i wont do it. Its not just me same thing for my brothers too.
We dont do this to save our grandpa and dad's image in public or in media. We do this because it's our family values.
My grandpa says no matter how modern and famous you became always remember where you belong and always remember your roots they are the foundation of your life and the wings of your future.
Godd my head hurts so bad. Someone Knock on My room's door.
"Its open" i said
I saw Sartaj and salman are coming in. They already came here earlier. Sartaj is here for third time and Salman second time. why they are here together?
"Cmon sis now stop being sad type!! It doesn't suit you." Salman told me and hold my hand
"Yes he is right. You are always been the happiest one. Now cmon let's go and eat something" sartaj continue where salman left
"No im not hungry. You guys go eat" i told them lay down
"We are not leaving without youListen we understand what you feeling but its not the end of world-" Sartaj didn't let salman finish and start to speak
"Again! Salman is right! And why are you being all sad and worry Faiz is the one who should be!!" I glare Sartaj stop for a sec and continue Again
"I mean he have to Deal with you.. You your craziness, your Jokes, your non stop talking, your tantrums, your Stubbornness ugh Allah give him strength Poor Faiz" sartaj finished talking
And salman and sartaj burst into laugh. Seeing them laughing i can't control anymore i start to laugh too. We were laughing.
"Right don't think too much okay. There'sa lot of time it will be okay!!" Salman said and hugged me
I hope he is right.
"Oh!! If your sister-brother loving scene is over can we go and eat now? Im hungry" Sartaj Joked
"Yeah lets go" Salman announced
We went downstairs and sit in the dining area.
"Razzak bring the food!!!" Salman order to our servant
Razzak brought the food served us. We start to eat and having polite conversations with each other.
"Razzakkkk!! Gafoorrr!! Allah it seems all the servants died or went on vacations" my grandmother came screaming like always
Ughhh here comes the ruiner i mean she ruin my life. Right now im not in mood to talking to her after knowing that she is the reason why my engagement announced in such rush.
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