Searching for Love In My Arranged Marriage #wattys2018

Chapter 30.

Note 》》Before you start reading.. some of you have been complaining about sahiba's behaviour but i want to make this as realistic as possible and in sahiba's POV im writing the insecurities, concerns and doubts that some girls have before stepping into a relationship.  Please guys read it and enjoy i promise i will make it up to guys in upcoming chaps. Thank you♡

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"It wasn't that big of deal" Heena try to justify herself and others helping Faiz.

"You all went behind my back!" I told her

She sighed "Fine Im Sorry. We just played that dinner part because faiz asked us to, he said he wants to clear things with you and we thought he is doing right thing thats why we helped" she paused and jumped in front of me "but i swear i had no idea he was preparing a whole date for you"

I didn't gave any reaction.

"Oh c'mon have to admit that was a really unique idea. I mean the way he managed the whole night was just perfect and don't deny you had fun too" She gave me a teasing smile

"Yeah whatever" I rolled my eyes

I know she is not gonna understand. Its not about having fun.

There's only person who can understand me and my state of mind.

I start to walk out of the room heena called from behind "where you going?"

"I have to make a call" i told her and made my way to the terrace.

I entered the terrace and locked the door. I walk straight to the open build room and let myself fall on the big sofa.

Where's faiz? I didn't saw him since last night. When i woke up in the morning he wasn't here.

I took my phone and dialled the number of my Bestfriend the person who can listen to me, understand me and advise me better than anyone else one and only Zain.

He picked up after few rings. "Hello!" His voice sounds happy

"Zainnn uh" i cried like a kid.

"Oh-uh!" He sensed it already. He continued "Give me a sec i'll just find a better place"

After a minute or more he talked "Spill!"

He knows i have something going on. Whenever i can't deal with things he is the one who always help he listens to me so well that he can tell my mood by just listening to my voice.

I told him the whole matter of last night, the sleepover and date.

After a few seconds of silence he spoke "So you are upset that faiz didn't ask your permission"

"It's just that whenever i think we can finally understand each other and gonna make things work he does something that makes me feel like coplete stupid and disappointed" i paused and continue after a sigh "i want to take things slower i want him and i to be friends first and to make efforts to normally understand each other not as romantic couple" i finished

"Have you told him all this?" He asked

"Well, not in the details but sort of yeah"

"Talk to him and tell him that you don't want to rush it and you want time. He'll understand it" he told me

"You think so?" I doubted

"Of course! You are forgetting he is my buddy. Just talk okay" he sounds quite sure.

"Okay" i agreed

"Well.. i have to admit that guy have a extraordinary mind i mean that date idea is pure genius" he teased me