Oh my god what i just did?? Crap!! I just kissed faiz in front of them!! Godd such an idiotic thing!!
No!! What i did was needed to done cause i just can't let myself lose!!
This is what was going in my head as i take steps downstairs!! Finally i came out of my room Thoughts were fighting in my mind as usual.
So the whole family is back from the wedding and everyone was called in the living area!! Servant came to call me 17 minutes ago.
I opened the door and closed it 11 times but finally 12th time i made it i came out and walk down stairs.
I saw everyone is already here im the last one to arrive. Damn faiz is here and others too i cant look at them!! Somehow i'll face the others but how am i going to face faiz?!! Ughh
I take a deep breath sahiba you can't let him know what are you feeling inside!! So just act confident.
You can do that c'mon!!! I walk closer to them. Faiz was standing next to where grandmother was sitting.
"There she is!!!" My grandmother screamed in excitement like she was waiting for me.
"Hello everyone!! How was your journey?!!" I said as i walk past to faiz try to avoid him so i didn't look at him.
"It was fun!! We really missed you!" Sabana bhua replied. I stand in a corner
"Yes kids! Everyone was asking about you at the wedding! You guys should have come with us it was fun!!" My mother added the details
"Well, we had fun too!!" Riaz said smirking looking between and faiz i quickly shot him a death glare and he immediately shut his mouth.
Few minutes passed we all are still in the living area listening about the wedding and im not intrested in it!! At All!! In that time i was avoiding making eye contact with faiz but i already fail two times.
"Dinner is ready!!" Our servant came in and announced. Everyone stand up and ready to eat. As the others are moving. Once again my eyes met faiz's i froze there and he didn't move too.
Lately a lot of things have happened between us two. But im totally confused what to feel and how to react about this matter.
He was there looking at me making me feel like hide somewhere "-Sahiba!!!" Heena shake my hand i quickly replied "huhh??!!" He start walk to the dining room.
"What huh? I have called your name 10 times!!"
"Sorry i didn't hear!!" I said looking at her
"You didn't hear??" She raised her eyebrows "im standing right next to you!! Anyway lets go eat!!"
"You go, im not hungry!!"
"Why?? Is it about what happened earlier with fai-"
"No, its not that!! Im just not hungry!!" I lied to heena! Obviously im just not feeling having A warm Family Dinner!!! I cant do that When faiz is around so i chose to skip!!
"But sah-"
"Im going in my room!! You go eat, bye!!" I said as i walk upstairs without looking back i didn't wait for heena's reply i just keep walking!
I dont know what is happening right now in my life. Lots of weird stuff that i never imagine.. happened in a week!! In a week my life have became so different i even lost my first kiss ahha ughh
Thoughts were coming in my mind like strom and there's no stoping!!
Ive been looking at the farms front of me for last hour!! The weather is absolutely beautiful The cool breeze is touching my skin i feel little cold.
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RomanceStory About Faiz and Sahiba how they found Love in Their Arranged Marriage!! they are cousins and neighbors. They know each other Since their Childhood but They never Get Along Very Well They can't stay in same room with each other without arguing o...
