I'm not afraid of you! Bellarke

Blush. Clarkes pov

Gahhhhh! I can't get Bellamy out of my head. Oh gosh it's so embarrassing. But I really love his eyes. Those soft brown eyes. And he's hair. Real nice curly hair.... Ooooh my his freckles are so cute. WAIT! OH GOD THIS IS WAY TO EMBARRASSING! Oh come on Clarke don't be such a wimp! Shut up brain! This has nothing to do with you! Excuse me bitch! I'm part of you. Of course with has something to do with me ya dumbass! Ahh would you shut up! How did you even get in my head? Wait that came out wrong! How are you talking? Clarke just shut up and listen to the teacher! Alright alright chill out.

(Just want to say! I do seriously talk to myself like that in my head. Lol😂😂😂😂)

I was torn out my train of thoughts by the teacher smacking a ruler near my fingers and holler. "Griffin listen up!!!" I went flying out my set and landed on my ass. My pain filled shout bounced off the walls. It stings from the beating mum gave me last night. I held in a cry by digging my nails into my wrist. Octavia looked dawn at me and said with a hint of worry in her voice. "Hey you okay you sound like your in a lot of pain." I just nod at her, terrified that I'd scream out in pain. I can't do that. Not on my first day. I climb back on my set and shuffle uncomfortable.

I heard a low growl and looked to my side. There was Bellamy. Huh? I didn't know he took English. Wait I'm such a dick. Everyone has to take English Clarke. I shake me head at myself and look back at the front of the class, but it doesn't seem to last long as I feel something hit my arm. It's a piece of paper. I unfold it and begin to read.

Dear Clarke.

Are you okay? That sounded painful?

Bellamy.

I felt a Bright red blush cover my face. He's worried about me. I could have started squealing like a fan girl reading a book with to characters you want to get together so bad and then romance blossoms. I remember watching a barbie film with my dad. Yes I Clarke griffin watch barbie films with my dad. Anyways. I think it was the princess and the poor per. Basically the princess hooked up with the servent and the poor per got it on with the prince, who was suppose to be marrying the princess and yeah you get the point. Back to the not.

Dear Bellamy,

Yeah I'm good! I don't worry about me. What about you. You seem pretty bored over there? Lol :)

Clarke!

I heard him chuckle and right before he was gonna pass me the note the ball rang. And I boiled out the door.