I'm not afraid of you! Bellarke

Daddy it hurts. Bellamys pov

It's been 2 day since Clarkes panic attack! Strangely she has been acting like nothing happened! I don't know. But right naw we're all stood outside of school. Finally school is over and it's Friday. Me, O, and the others all have a big surprise! Hehe.

"Hey Clarke! What you doin this weekend?" O grins happily waiting for Clarkes answer. Clarke scratches her head and grins back. "I don't think I'm up to much why?" Raven and O start jumping up and dawn, clapping their hands, and start squealing! Clarke just looks at us guys a bit confused. Kinda made me chuckle!

"Well we have a cabin in the woods near mine and bells house and we're all going there this weekend, there's this party going on uuuum Saturday and do you want to sleep out with us and go to the party?" O looks at her with hope shining in her eyes!

"R-really! You want me to go to a party with you and g-go on a camp out?" Clarke seems taken back. What has she ever been to a party? The hell she's 17 years old she should have been to a party. I mean come on! "Uh yeah that why I skied you babe! Hehehe!" O laughed. Clarke blushed scratching the back of her! OH GOD!!! She's so cute. Fuck how? How is she so cute? GAAAAH!

"OOOOkay! First off yes I'll come! Second off.... Did you just call me babe?" She asked! O starts giggling and winks at Clarke, who suddenly burst out laughing. SHES SOOOO CUTE AND HER LAUGH! GAAAAAH! "Hey princess I'll pick you up at 5 be ready! Everyone else I'll see you there at 7!"

Clarke puts her hands on her hips and one of her eyebrows springs up! "Really! Princess?" I smirk at her and bit my lip! That outta get her. "See you in a bit.... Princess!" She plugs in her headphones and walks of waving the back of her hand at us. "YEAH SEE YOU GUYS LATER!"

Right lets go get ready!

Clarke gets home! Charkes POV! ------------------------------------------

I stand at my front door. I'm such an idiot! I agreed to going yet I know I'm gonna get a beating from mum tonight and she gonna go crazy when she finds out! I take a deep breath and open the door. As soon as I walk in I'm hit in the face with the scent of booze, sweat, and rotting food! Shit I best keep Bellamy out. Man he'll he a shock if he came in here!

"Mum.... I-I'm home!" With in seconds she stumbles out of the kitchen. Oooh here we go!

"Ywou! Ywou killed him! It's your fault! Hahaha! RUN! GO IT MAKES IT FUN!" She screeches! I know what she wanted me to do. This was a game she calls... "Catch bitchy little clarkey!" So I do my thing.....

I run...

I run past her and up the stairs as fast a lightning! But I wasn't fast enough! Shit! She grabs hold of my foot and dragged me dawn the stairs. I'm naw under her and looking up at her with tears eyes. "M-mama! P-plea-please d-don't hur-" I was cut off by a slap spread across my face. The heat ran throw my cheek and sent a shock of pain into my face. This was gonna be a long beating.

She kicks me in the face, chest, tummy, ribs, and the lower half of my body. I scream as tear ride dawn my face. It hurts. Not just physically but mentally.... She's my mum. She's ment to care. To love me. Like my dad loved me! I just don't understand.

I sigh in relief as she walks away. A whole hour! She has been beating me for a whole hour! I guess I'm lucky she lost interest. Well that what I thought. The next thing a know my monster of a mother is stood over me with..... A knife. A big, shiny, knife. Ooooh dear!

"M-mama wh-what are you d-doing wi-with that?" I stutter. She smirks at me evilly......

Well SHIT!!!

She plunges the large knife into my thigh. I scream out in pain as my blood drips onto the white tiled floor, staining it red.

"Think of it as a parting gift for the weekend... Have fun on your little camp out. You dirty slut!" She laughs slamming the knife into my other thigh. "Naw clean this shit up!" She spits on my before stomping back to the kitchen, more then likely swinging dawn some more whisky.

I climb up the stairs and drag my legs into the bathroom. I check the time on my phone and see its 4:30. So I have 30 minutes to pack and to bandage up my legs. I pull my black jeans away slowly and bit my bottom lip to stop myself from screaming, before long my legs are out of the jeans and my lip is bleeding. I bandage my thighs.

Why? Why does she do this? I don't understand! I... I want my mama back. I want her to smile again. To be happy.. I'd do anything. Anything.

I cry and curle into a ball.

It hurts! It hurts so much. Daddy make it stop. Make her stop. Daddy please come home. I miss you daddy. Come home. Come home and hold her. Hold her close again. Tell her you love her. Please daddy come home....... Please! This is how I feel I want him to come home to me.

My phone starts vibrating, stopping me from crying. I pick it up and see its a text from an unknown number but I open the text anyway.

"Hey it's Bellamy! I'll be there in 15 minutes! Be ready princess" 😉😉😉

I sniff. He really is a cutie.... Okay okay. I admit it..... I may... Or may not.... Have the tinsy, tinnyest, crush on him. Come on you can't blame me.... I mean... He's cute and handsome and kind and smart and funny and the nick name he gave me. Ooooh naw I'm blushing...... I shake my head and reply to his text.

"Okay! Matcho man I'll meat you outside! 😏😏😏"