I climb into bellamys car and sit the front set. "Nice car!" I grin at the thought of buying my own jeep. But for some reason Bellamy wasn't acting... Himself. It was like he was ignoring me. "So.... Where are we going?" I directed the question to Bellamy but was not answered by him but by octavia. "Oh we're heading to our house first course I forgot my bikini." All I could say was "oh"! I didn't understand why was he ignoring me.
To break the tension I flicked on the radio. The song "up town funk" came on. I started dancing and looking over at Bellamy with a cheesy grin trying to make him smile. But he didn't. Instead he switched off the radio and didn't even glance my way. I felt hurt, sadness and sorrow run dawn my spine. And I had to fight back my tears. I really thought I'd found a friend. But... I guess not.
(Awwww poor clarkey-poo). Bellamys POV
I could feel Clarkes pain when I switched of the radio and didn't even look at her. It made me feel like a dick. I'm hurting my mate! The hell is wrong with me.... Oh yeah that reminds me and need to warn the pack we're coming. I open a mind link to the whole pack, which includes O, linkin, Raven, Finn, Miller, Murphy, jasper, monty, mama, papa, and the rest of the pack.
Bellamy ~ pack members. "Pack members! I have found my mate and she is coming to the camp for an hour or so! However my mate does not know about our existence, therefore when we arrive I aspect to see everyone in their human form and NO one calls me alpha! Am I understood.?
Pack ~ Bellamy. "YES ALPHA!"
Bellamy ~ pack. "Thank you!"
I close the mind link and start getting exited. Still ignoring Clarke and Os light snores in the back I turn into the forest about 1 mile away from our camp! "So you guys live out the the forest... That's cool!" Clarke beams happily, trying to make me smile or start up a convocation. But again I ignore her. I can see her face in the corner of my eyes and see pain and hurt flash in her eyes, she bows her head and faces the road again. I hear a light sniff and realized.... I made her cry.
"Do *sniff* d-do you not l-like me be-Bellamy?" Her voice sounded broken and it shatters my heart. I slam on the bricks and lift her chin with my fingers, forcing her to look at me. "Clarke! Don't ever think I don't like you because I do. Your my friend and I care about you more then you know! The reason why I'm ignoring you is because you smell of blood and I don't like it!"
Her eyes grow wide when I mentioned the blood.
"Clarke!..... Are you in an abusive relationship?" I know I'm a bit full on but I need to know! I need to know she's safe. She shakes her head softly! "I-I've never h-had a boyfriend.." Her voice was shy and timid.... SO CUTE! But... Who caused her body this much damage? "Then who did this to you?" At this question her heart rate rises quickly and her breathing becomes uneven. "N-no one. I-i fell d-down the stairs." This was a lie! I can tell this was a lie as her heart skipped a beats.
I grab both of her wrist and pinn them to the window behind her. A pink blush covers her face, her heart runs faster, and she starts to panic under my grasp.
"Why are you lying Clarke?" I growl dawn at her. She starts to squirm but I'm to strong for her. "B-Bellamy... P-please st-stop! You... Your s-scaring m-m-me!" She shrinks into the set. I didn't want to scary her!!! I quickly pull her into a hug which gets me a gasp from her lips.
"I'll never hurt you! Do you hear me! If some hurts you, come to me! I'll kill them! Do you understand?" I feel her berried head nod in my chest! I smile and pull away to look at her face. It no longer has tear on or pain but naw, soft, tender eyes and a warm, relaxing smile. "Naw lets go meet my family!" I grin at her. "Yeah!" She smiled back with a small but ADORABLE giggle.
The rest of the drive was nice. I let Clarke put on the radio and pick the song! She chose "5 colours in her hair" by mcfly! (I highly recommend this song! IT IS LIKE MY LIFE!!!!)
She bobbed her head and sang with the music. It made me smile.... Knowing I'll spend the rest of my life with this angle, well unless she rejects me! Man! I never thought of that. Rejections hard and I don't want to be a rough! For I have to I guess I could just mark her against her will.
WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING? I CANT DO THAT!
Okay Bellamy chill out! Oh hey looks like we're here! "Well this is it!" I flash a smirk at Clarke which causes her to blush. "Hey octavia... We're here!" Clarke yells the last bit which makes her wake up imminently.we all climb out of my baby.... My sexy ass jeep!
"LINKIN! BABY I MISSED YOU SOOOO MUCH!" O screams running at linkin who just chuckles at her adorableness. Yes I think my little sister is cute! What can I say I love her to pesses! I look over at Clarke and see she has a puzzled look on her face! "Wait you guys all live here?" We all nod. "Awww no fair!" Clarke whines like a little kid, that got a lot of laughs. "Come on!" I grin at her.
As soon as we walk into the house Clarkes bombarded with people. Mostly little kids! "Hey bwllamy? Is this you gwrlfriend? She pwetty!" Noah one of the pup giggles when Clarke picks her up! "No but Bellamy is my best friend!" Clarke giggled whist kissing Noah's forehead.
That's when the crazy ones came.
"OH MY GOD! ZACK SHES HERE! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!" And that my mama. I lean down to Clarke and whisper in her ear. "Be carful. They's guys are the crazy ones!" She just gives me a grin.
My papa comes down the stairs smiling like an idiot. "So you must be the famous Clarke I've heard all about!" He stretches out his. Hand for her to shake it and she do so. "Oh I don't know about famous but I am Clarke!" Clarke chuckles at the end, earning points with my papa. "Haha! Here you must meet my wife!" He gestured her to mama!
"Hello miss, Blake!" Clarke goes to shake mamas hand. "Please call me claira- huh?" Mamas eyes become sad and full of sorrow. "Oh you poor poor child!" Clarke becomes clueless. You see my mother has a gift. It's strange. When she touches someone she can see everything in their life's. Their happiness, pain, sadness, and even what you truly are. Mama continued.
"I sence so much pain coming from you. It's not only physical but mental. Oh you must miss him terrible. An-" before she could finished Mama teared her hand away from Clarke! Naw my mamas eyes were full of worry and nervus?
"Bellamy, O, linkin, Raven, Finn, Miller, Murphy, jasper, monty and zack. I must speak with you alone naw!" Mama leaves the room follows everyone but Clarke looking very worried.
What the fuck is going on?
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