I'm not afraid of you! Bellarke

Gentle rubs. Bellamys pov

I held Clarke close to my chest! She's still shaking violently, my top soaked in her tears, and she struggled to keep her sobs clocked away! "Shhh it's okay Clarke. He's gone now. I'm here, I've got you!" Her grip tightens around my top and finally she allows her sobs to run free! The room stays silent! But after a while her sob calmed down! Me being a dick didn't even realise that everyone, including Murphy was huddled around me and Clarke! This! This is what we do! Us werewolfs, do when a pack member has gone throw something tronatising! However this isn't just their normal pack member! This is their Luna! Which means they are contacted to Clarke! They fell, I feel everything she is feeling!

Guilt!

Shame!

Pain!

Angry!

Hurt!

Vile!

And worsed of all...

Unclean!

Soon we all started to notice the way Clarke clutched onto mine and her own body! Almost like she was trying to protect not only her but me! We also noticed the way she was scratching and digging her nails into her only open flesh! Her hands! We stayed still! This was my mate! I should have been here faster!

But I wasn't!

Clarkes POV

Sick! I feel unbelievable sick! Like the vomit is just sitting in my throught! Waiting to throw its self out! I can still feel his hands on me! Touching me! Like I was just some rag doll he could toy with! I could still feel his gritty fingertips skim my stomach and breasts! I could still feel the pressure he put on my breast causing them to ache and send shooting pain in my chest! But worst of all.... I could still smell him!

I could smell the sweat that seeped out his pours as he panted heavy in my ears! The beer in his breath! The lust in his eyes and voice! I could still feel his rough tough against my cheek! I felt.......

Wrong!

"Hey Clarke.... Do you want to stay with me tonight?" I knew it was Bellamy! With him I felt.... Safe. Like nothing in the whole world could get to me! Like I was safe from Finn, the dark, and my mother! I nod my head into his chest and tighten my grasp on hid pj top! The next thing I know I'm off the floor and being carried bridle style! A rather high pitch squeak had left my lips and caused me to cling to Bellamy with all my might, in fear I'd be torn away from him by Finn! But Bellamy quickly calmed me by rubbing circles on my lower back and whispered sweet nothings in my ear! Soon enough we start moving again! Down the hall we go! At the end everyone says goodbye! Now me and Bellamy are sharing the parents room!  Right before Raven goes into the room, I grab the hood on her... Well... Hoodie! My face was still harried deep into bellamys crack but I could tell she was looking at me!

"What's wrong Clarke?" She holds my hand in hers! I didn't notice until now that my hands are rather small! She rubs her thumb on the back of my hand! As if she senses my guilt she clicks into achon!

"Clarke none of this is your fault and I hope you know that! We don't blame you! I don't blame you! So please Clarke don't feel guilty!" I grunt and nod into bellamys crack as I still had no courage to lift my head and look her in the eyes! Too soon the feeling of her warm touch was gone! Bell then placed me on a bed, but I didn't let go of his neck! "Clarke I'm just getting you into bed and I'll sleep on the chair next to you!" He strokes my head softly! I didn't want him to sleep on the chair! It would be uncomfortable and he'd get back ache! Besides right now I really don't want to be alone! "P-please d-don-don't l-leave me!" My voice comes out like I'm begging! But to be honest, right now I am begging! Begging to be held! A loud sign escapes bellamys lips as he slides in next to me! "Alright princess.... I'm here!"

Soon after.....I fell into a sweet sleep, as me body soaked up bellamys body heat!