I'm not afraid of you! Bellarke

Stupid bellamy. Octavias pov

"Claarke. Wake up sleepy head." I shake the blonde gentle. "Mmm 5 more minutes!" She mumbles into the pillow. I shake my head and chuckle, as I walk away into the kitchen. Clarke cooked yesterday so imma cook today. I flick my black hair up into a messy bun and pull out the pancake mix that was hidden in the back of the cabinet. What? I like pancakes and Bellamy makes a shitty pancake mix so I buy the stuff... Speak of the devil.

"Morning O." His voice is rush and horsey. By the sound of it he stayed up late last night.its his own damn fault, I ain't gonna give him no simpathy. "Hey O? Are you ignoring me....?" In truth yes I was ignoring him. I'm give my brother the silent treatment. "Yeah Bellamy she's ignoring you!" In came monty and jasper. "Serves you right!" Then Raven and Murphy wonder on in. There soo something going on between those two. And a few seconds late a felt Lincoln's arms around my waist. He rests his head on my shoulder and winks at me. I kissed his cheek and placed the pancakes on the table. I look up and see everyone standing awkwardly. At first I was confused as to why everyone became so nevus... Then I saw Bellamy reaching down to wake Clarke.... OH NO! NOT ON MY WATCH!

I quickly stomp in front of him and shove him away from Clarke. "What the hell, O?" He looked confused and really pissed off. His voice was laced with angry, much like it was last night. This got me irritated. How dare he. After what he did to Clarke I'm sure she should be the one that angry.

"Don't what the hell me. Ya jackass. What make you think that you have right to touch her after last night?" Guilt crossed my brother face and a little bit of hurt, something I've never seen from him. "Look I just got-" before he could finished I leaped into action.

"Mad? Hell Bellamy, she's the one who should be mad. You took the PISS out of her because she's a virgen! Really a virgen. At least she's not a dirty little slut like you-" this time he interrupted me. Which only got me angrier. "OCTAVIA THAT ENOUGH!!!"

"NO, NO ITS NOT BELLAMY ! IN MY EYES YOU NOT A RESPECTABLE ALPHA IF YOU TREAT YOUR MATE LIKE SHIT!!! Right now I do not follow any of your orders. I don't respect you enough, as you do not respect her enough. Now if you'll excuse me... I'll be waking my best friend up and giving her breakfast!" With that I turn my back to my brother and wake Clarke... Who has no idea what just happened. Her ocean blue eyes flicker at me, when she suddenly relizes where she is. She springs up strait and starts spluttering sorrys. I just giggle at her and shake my head. "Huh? What's so funny O?" She tilts her head to the side in a really cute manner. "Nothing clarkey, your just so cute." I grin at her. She looks at me a little shocked then grinned back. "Hey, I'll have you know I'm the strongest of the strongest worriers you'll ever meet!" She laughs fist pumping the air. Montys sits next to Clarke and starts giggling. "Strong but cute" he joins in too. And soon everyone was at the table munching on pancakes... Expect Bellamy.

As I was beginning my last pancake I notice Clarke hadn't touched hers. "Hey Clarke, you okay. You haven't touched you pancakes." That got bellamys attention. His head whipped up and he pushed himself off the fireplace. Naw everyone was looking at Clarke. "Don't you like pancakes Clarke?" Murphy eyed Clarke worryingly. Her head fell in shame. "Uh well it's just that UUUM..." Without finishing her sentence, she rises from her chair, picks up her plate and stand in front of Bellamy, who is, by the way, fucking huge compared to Clarke. Her eyes stay attached to the floor not even glancing at Bellamy. "I'm not all that hungry!" She mumbles, her arm is stretched out, pacing the plate to Bellamy. "You can have it... If you want." He takes the plate from her hands and says thank you. He sits at the table with us and Clarke comes and sits next to me.

A few minutes after, jasper destroys the awkward silence that filled the air. "So what we doing today, cuz it's basically our last day to have fun soooo?" For a few minutes everyone stayed quiet trying to think. "We could go to the local library!" Monty suggested. Everyone disagreed. Everyone started popping out different things to do. "Let's go swimming... There's a lake near by!" Bellamy grinned. Everyone liked the sound of it, they all seemed to agree and nob.... But Clarke. "What's up Clarke don't you wanna go." Raven placed her hand on Clarkes shoulder. At this gesture, Clarke became nervus and panicked. "No no it sounds fun lets go." She tried making her self sound exited but you could her the strain behind her smile and exitment. Before anyone could say anything Bellamy was up and running around the house looking for his swimming shorts. And soon so was everyone else.

Clarkes POV

Oh great! Just great! How the fuck am I going to explain this. Just like "oh yeah guys... I can't go in the water because not only is my body covered in scars, brusies and burn marks but I can't swim"...... How the fuck I'm I meant to explain that. Huh? Anyone got any ideas? No...? Okay I'm screwd. Soon everyone had there swimming cloths and we were leaving the cabin.

"There's a shortcut this way." Bellamy calls out as we follow him. I'm still really angry and haven't really spoke to Bellamy, and it's going to be a long time until I do. Soon we came to a large lake. It was full of people, it seemed like a public place. It was nice and you could hear the laughter of kids in the water. As I stand , admiring my surrounding, I was unaware the everyone were out of their cloths and into their swimming ones. "Come on Clarke lets go!!" I turn to see O wearing a black bikini with a grin on her face, Raven had a red one on, Murphy had some red swimming shorts on. Huh they're matching. Lincoln had a black pair like O, jasper and monty both had a light blue pair on and Bellamy had a pair of light green ones on... "Uh you guys go have fun. Imma stay up her and UUUH do some..., drawing... Yeah!" Everyone seemed a bit down hearted to the fact that I wasn't coming in. They all got annoyed and muttered something. "Aww poor poor Bellamy... Doesn't get to see Clarke in a bikini!" Murphy starts running towards the water. Bellamy runs after him shouting "shut the fuck up" and the rest of them all run after them.

I sign, wishing I could join them in the water but... I knew I couldn't. I wouldn't know what to do if they saw my body. I sign sadly once again and pulled out my sketch book and pencils.