The music was loud and was blaring in my ears. I wanted to stay next to Bellamy or someone in the group but I had lost track of them when I zoned out. Now I was stood in a crowd of people, very awkwardly. The next thing I know I'd bumped into something that felt like a brick wall. I tensed up instantly as the body of rock began to turn to face me. There, in front of me stood a large, black guy, that had scars all over his face. His eyes were dark. They looked black but were really a deep brown. He opened his mouth, and what came out I was not expecting. "Well aren't you just the cutest thing?".... That wasn't the thing that shocked me. What shocked me.... Was how high his voice was. It was like listening to a little girl trying to sing let it go from frozen. "UUUH... Thank... You." My voice was squeaky. A toothy grin spread across his face and he began squealing. "Uh are you okay?" I asked, tilting my head to the side. When he stopped, he cleared his throat and out stretched his hand.... "Drake... Harvey drake!" I except his handshake and replayed. "Clarke griffin!"
It had been about and hour and a half since I'd walked into drake. We'd been chatting and traveled from the living room to the kitchen the kitchen to the garden. He'd introduced me to his boyfriend gorge. He was a little white guy that wears glasses. He was adorable and just a little taller then me, but then again everyone's taller then me. We'd laughed, giggled, whined, cried, and even argued, in the space of and hour and a half. Unbelievable right? Drake would always turn things sexual in the middle of a conversation. Gorge would blush and I'd close my eyes and cover my ears with my hand. It was hulaius.
But then suddenly.... Things turned sour when drake grinned. "Were having a threesome!" Of course my reaction was no but.... That didn't stop Bellamy.........
Bellamys POV
Clarke had gone missing ages ago so I started to worry. We all decided to stay together, just in cases.... We'd wondered all other the house and so far we'd only gotten little clues and the found nothing. Like a guy said he'd seen a blonde girl and black guy heading upstairs, we did find a blonde chick and a black guy but wasn't Clarke....
"Why not check the garden?" Raven scratched her head trying to think of other places to look. She'd had a point. We hadn't looked there yet... So. We made are way to the garden. When we got there. She was there... With two guys. And what I heard.... Pissed me off. This dirty, scum, black cunt grinned at Clarke and said. "We're having a threesome!" At that my blood began to boil and I started to stomp over towards them. Without evern thinking about what I was doing.... I grabbed Clarkes arm and tore her away from them. "Huh... Oh Bellamy... I was looking for you but couldn't-!" I didn't let her finish her sentence....
Clarkes POV
I felt something pull at me harshly. I didn't know who the hell it was but when I saw it was Bellamy I felt relived. "Huh... Oh Bellamy I was looking for you but couldn't-!" He stopped me by growling. "What the hell do you think your doing?" I looked around confused and realized everyone had stopped what they were doing and were staring in our direction.... "Uh what?" I asked confused. At this he becam angry and tighten his grip around my arm. "I never knew you was a dirty little slut!" The words came out his mouth like venom. There were gasps of shock and horror, then dirty looks, and sniggers. "Excuse me?" I said feeling really hurt and angry. "Don't fucking excuse me. You were going to have a threesome with these guys. Your a slut." Angrier rose in my body. Who the hell does he think he is. So... I went crazy...
"Who the hell do you think you are!?!? These two are gay together! I'd never have a threesome!!! And how could I possible be a slut when I've never even had sex!?!" People around us began to laugh. Probably because I'd never had sex before.... A smirk grow on his face... Ohhh this can't be good. "Never had sex? What are you? A 10 year old. Walking around like a pretty little girly... Well guess what girly. Your nothing then a piece of shit on my shoe!"
That stang like a bitch...
"You know nothing about me Blake! So don't go around acting like you know me, because you don't. Drake, gorge, I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused... Now get out of my way Bellamy!" I smashed past Bellamy and stomped up towards the group they all looked at my shock, so I just walked throw them. God this has to be the worst night of my life. Not only did I just loss a group of friends but I also just admitted my virginity to like half the world. I was unaware that Bellamy had followed me. But I did when he said.
"God, Clarke. You fucking slut... Imagtion if daddy saw you right now. I bet he'd be deducted."
I stopped breathing and walking. My eyes became clouded with tears and I couldn't see a thing. It felt like my lungs had closed up. I turn to face him and walk up close. Raise my hand ready to smack him hard across the face. But... I couldn't. What was wrong with me. Just hit him Clarke. But if I hit him. It would be like mum.
I let my hands drop to my sides and the tears stain my face. That's when guilt crossed his face. I knew what he had just done. But I just needed to be away from him. "Clarke I'm sorr-"
"Just.... Stay away from me Bellamy!"
I walk away...
Not having a clue where I was going...
I just kept walking.
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I'm not afraid of you! Bellarke
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