Fall Out Boy Imagines

Pete Wentz for @JadeNewbill

Super sad! Feels alert! UGH!

Trigger Warning: Suicide is a part of this so please be careful with reading this.

"I'm sorry for your loss."

"He's in a better place."

"We're here for you."

All these words swirled in your head, as people walked into the funeral home to see him. Patrick stood next to you holding your hand. Rubbing it comfortingly. You barely looked up at the people walking in. Making small head movements so they know you heard them. Pete had committed suicide 2 weeks ago. You had always been close with Pete, him being your brother and all. He was that overprotective brother figure, you know? The only reason he had approved of Patrick was because he made him go through a extensive interviewing process, which ended with Patrick getting approved to be your boyfriend. He would be there for you when you need to cry or laugh, or just wanted to talk. You took the blow pretty hard.

But it had been hard on all of you. Megan, had taken control of funeral arrangements and told you that she wanted you to be a part of the whole thing. So there you stood having to be reminded of your brothers death constantly.

"(Y/N), we're about to start the ceremony we need to go in." Patrick told you softly. His voice was hoarse from pain and frustration. Patrick of course blamed himself for not being there. Pete didn't tell anyone what was wrong and just went to his room. It wasn't Patrick's fault, it wasn't anyone's fault.

You nod slightly and look over at him. He was looking pretty awful, neither of you had slept a full night in several days. You lean onto his shoulder as the two of you walk inside and took your stops near the front. You bit your lip so you don't just break down crying in front of everyone. Most of the funeral you aren't really paying attention. Until Patrick nudged you.

"... Pete's sister." You look up and hear Megan introduce you. You swallow your nerves and get up to walk over to the podium.

"H-hi, um I'm Pete's sister... (Y/N)... but you probably knew that." you say. You clear your throat and continue "So to start my speech I have to say Pete was my best friend. I could depend on him for anything and he would be there in a heartbeat if I asked and and and I could tell him anything and I loved him so much." Your voice begins to crack so you stop and wipe your eyes to prevent tears from streaming down them.

"Um, yeah so he was pretty awesome, he taught me how to play bass, he helped me with schoolwork, he even helped me tie my show for the very first time. I-I- I remember him getting frustrated with me because I kept messing up and he almost gave up on me." You give a small laugh "But he didn't and I learned to tie my shoe... he would never give up on me. Never."

You look up and swallow the lump forming in your throat. Some people were crying and others just starred waiting for more.

"So, I thought it was only appropriate to sing a song, because Pete loved it when I would sing. So I chose this song, called um, Brother by Falling in Reverse." You bring the music up and start to play it on the overhead.

Brother, why'd you have to go?
You left us all so soon.
Remember that song I wrote about your family years ago?
Well, they're all waiting for you to come home.

What do I do?
What do I say?
And Dad tells me to pray.
So I prayed and prayed but the hurt won't go away.

The pain gets worse, it never stops,
And I've asked the Lord for us to swap.
I beg and plead, 'cause you have kids to feed.

Why is it always stormy weather?
And brother,
Tell me if it all gets better.
Why did you leave?
Why did you die?
You finally made your brother cry.
I know you're watching over us tonight,
And I hope you're watching over us tonight.

I'm sorry I missed your call.
I wasn't there for you at all.
And know, I've thought it through,
Maybe if I answered you
That you would still be here all along.

Now, no more calls.
Can't you see,
I took for granted family.
And once they're gone, you'll never get that back.

No more laughs,
No more hugs,
So hold on to the ones you love.
Your soul is free,
I love you, Anthony.

And why is it always stormy weather?
And brother,
Tell me when does it get better?
Why did you leave?
Why did you die?
You finally made your brother cry.
I know you're watching over from above,
So hold on to the ones you love.

Your voice cracked near the end and when you finished you just stood there looking at your speech. You could no longer read it due to the fact your eyes were clouded by tears.

"I just wish I could talk to him one more time..." You say finally "Thank you." You organize your work and walk back to Patrick's side. He pulled you close to him and kissed your head as you finally let your tears out.

I hoped you liked it!!!!