The next day Calum was back off to being on tour again. We dropped him off at the airport and did our regular goodbyes, i love you's, and hugs but it still feels like the first time he goes on tour after he leaves.
It's been a couple months of the boys on tour and today was Coles birthday. Unfortunately Cal couldn't be here because he had to play a huge ass show but he promised to skype Cole after the show. Cole turned 6 years old and loved it. He reminds me a lot of Calum in the way he looks and it's adorable to have a mini Cal running around the house.
"Mom?" Cole asked walking over to me. "Can I ask you something?"
"Of course buddy what's up?" I said as Cole climbed onto the bar stool across from me.
"Has dad skype called us yet?" Cole asked putting his head down. "Because I haven't heard a ring off of your computer yet."
"I'm not sure Cole." I said a little suspicious. "Maybe the show went a little longer then we thought."
"But mom it always ends at 10:30?" Cole said sadly. I looked at the clock and it was 11:30. "He promised he would call." Cole was now crying, he loved Calum so much and it was sad to see he didn't get a call from his dad.
"Shh buddy it's okay." I said rubbing his back. "Why don't you go to bed and I'll be upstairs in five minutes to say goodnight."
Cole nodded and headed upstairs still crying. I felt bad that Cal didn't call Cole, he was super excited about talking to his dad after not seeing him for 5 months. I headed upstairs and said goodnight to Cole, he was still crying a lot but I assured him everything will be okay.
"I'm sorry Cole." I said sitting by his bed.
"It's okay mom." Cole replied sniffling. "It's not your fault."
"I know. I just wish he could've said happy birthday to you somehow."
"Me too mom."
"Well goodnight buddy I'll see you in the morning." I said exiting his room.
"Goodnight mom." He yawned snuggling further into his bed.
I sighed and walked to the living room looking at my computer. I decided to go on Twitter as there was nothing else to do. Once I got on my notifications were exploding. I went over to the notifications and they were all the same.
@ jazhood We're so sorry, talk to us any time.
@ jazhood Hope your doing okay and were sorry.
I kept scrolling and the picture I saw was Calum with his tounge shoved down some other girls throat and his hands down there, while hers were messing up his dark brown locks. Another was a video of them getting into a cab toghther.
I covered my mouth with y hands and set the laptop on the table. My eyes started to water and I cried everything out. My husband was going to have sex with another women. This is the second time Calum has done something like this! I don't even think I'll be able to handel this anymore. My computer started beeping and it was Calum. I clicked talk and up popped his face with messy hair and shirtless.
"Hey baby girl." Calum said as I held the same expression.
"Hey how's the girl on the bed behind you?" I asked.
His jaw dropped and he tried to explain himself. "Soph- I- she- what?"
"Fucking save it Calum. I'm absolutely done with you and your bullshit. You know how upset Cole would be, when I tell him that you couldn't say happy birthday because you were kissing another women?" I ranted.
"Sophie I-" Cal started.
"Calum you promised you wouldn't forget about Cole or myself while you were on tour!" I said my gaze falling onto my lap.
"You don't understand!" He yelled, the girl waking up from the bed.
"You fucking cheated!" I said. "I think I understand that pretty well!"
"Sophie you can't-"
"Save it Calum." I said putting my hand on the lid of the laptop. "We're done." I whispered shutting it.
I stared at the ceiling and let all the tears fall. I was done with him. I would have no husband anymore. Calum has broke me twice now. I'm done with him.
"Mom?" I heard Cole say coming down the stairs. "I had a bad dream. And it looks like you did too."
I nodded and looked at Cole. "Want to talk about?" I asked him.
"I had a dream you and dad split up because he was with another women and you guys got into a fight." Cole said. It's like he knew.
"Uhm sadly Cole.." I said. "Your dream was real. I'm so sorry."
"Mom." Cole looked at me with sad eyes. "This can not be real? Bad dreams are not supposed to be real!" Cole cried hugging me tightly.
"I'm so sorry buddy." I said hugging him tighter. "I still love you very much."
"You do still love dad a little though don't you?" Cole asked.
"Yeah buddy." I said patting his hair down.
"I do."
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Idek what just happened there. Well ok so um thanks for reading! Also sorry about slow updates school is shit and makes me want to cry bc of the amount of homework I get. But thanks for reading!
-Syd
