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Desperate Times Call For Desperate Measures

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" Okay so Rain, you're going to hve to hold dad down while i handle Lu- i mean the nice wolf. Im going to have to  get him off dad." she nodded and said, " okay, i can do this, we can do this,." she was giving herself a quick pep talk. 

" okay rain are you ready?"

" no, not really" wrong answer.

" let me ask again, Rain are you ready?"

" yes, totally, lets do this thing." she looked completly and utterly terrified of what she had to do next. Sometimes, you got to do things that scare the shit out of you, like those things people have to do on that show Fear Factor.  yeah,This is one of thoses times.

i squeezed her hand in a gesture of comfort and smiled. " on three , okay?" she sighed and said frimly " ok"

"1...2...3!!" she went over to dad and held his shoulders down with her hands and used her knees to hold down his chest.

meanwhile, i went over to luke. he turned his head to face me. i smiled at him and blew a kiss. he whimpered in longing. 

" i know i know babe." i cooed to lukes wolf and sarted to stroke his soft black and speckled gold fur. the thing about being a werewolf is that it's like having two people in one body, only one of those people is an animal. when the wolf akes oever, it's just like any other animal, it does whatever any other animal does. so right now i think i'm only speaking to the wolf. i basically have to people that love me. im such a lucky girl arent i.

" i don't know if im talkin to the wolf luke, or the human luke, or both, but  i really need you to get off of m father, fr his sake please. i know you're only rotecting but i really need you to listen to me right now."  he whimpered snd searched my face with his emerald green eyes. he huffed out a breath and nodded. he growled at my father before he quickly hiopped off of him. i smiled to myself because he was protecing me from danger. he can be so possessive and protective sometimes. 

RAINS POV:

come on rain dont be a wimp, calm down   deep breaths. you can do this. all you hav to do is hold down dad, its a simple task. oh  who am i kidding, how can i be calm when theres A HUGE FLESH EATING WOLF ON TOP OF HIM! i screamed mentally.

" okay rain, are you ready" i heard ronnie ask. 

"no, not really" i replied honestly. I know i have to be there for my big sister but wolf's are my number one fear on  Rains Top 10 Fear list. i mean out o all omplicated situations it had to have  a wolf in it,. i mean what are the realistic odds of that?

" let me ask again, Rain are you ready" ronnies is really starting to push my temper buttons.

" yes totally lets do this thing" i hate myself right now. i dont want to die, im too young!!

ronnie squeesed my hand comfortingly, but it didnt help a all. nothig can comfort me at the moment. " on three, okay?" how bout on the number We-Dont-Have-To-do-this. i groaned interally and said as stronly as i coud " ok"

"i...2...3!" you know that pang in your chest when you get startled without warning? yeah i have that all over my body right now.

i ran over to dad, and expected to see solid coal black eyes, but was surprised to see the old soft sea blue eyes. It's a miracle. hey maybe he's nice again

i held his shoulders down and basically sat on his chest. i was light enough to let him be able to breath.

" hi dad" i tried with a smile. he looked at me with a lost expression, " Rain?" he asked softly, in his gentle voice  that i have been missing for what seems like centuries. "yes daddy, it's me." his forehead creased with worry lines and concern, " why do you have a bruise on your cheeck? Who did that to you?" i was speeechless for a moments time. does he really not remember anything he did to us? all those years of pain he put us through?

"  you did this to me dad. don't you remember, you tried to kill ronnie, pushed her out of her window on the second floor because you were really mad. You beat me over and over again for your own delight, and didnt give a single care and abused ronnie and i for  six years. You've been telling us rubbish about how we are worthless pieces of shit and many worse things. you were like the devil come to life dad, you're eyes werent even  the lovely color blue they are now, they were solid cold black, heartless. i have been so scared of you for such a long time, i dont remember a time when i was happy to be around you. i would pray every day for you to come back, for the old you to come back. it was like you were locked up in a cell inside of your body and a demon was controlling your every move. you would blame us constantly for mothers dissapearence, and we couldn't even say her name becasue you would beat us till we were soaked in blood and scarred with fear. You would always be in this study of yours, were your office used to be. I don't even know if it's an office anymore because you lost your job and we barely survived the monthly taxes. Ronnie and I had to get  jobs at Starbucks and Dunk'n Donuts just to get us all by. Ronnie and I had to go around acting as if everything was okay, like we werent getting abused by our own father, like we had a normal, perfect life like everybody else. You put us both through hell, and now you have the nerve to ask me who put this bruise on my cheek'' i pointed to it, " I didnt have anyone to talk to about this, about any of this. The only friend i have is ronnie, she's the only one i can go to for help. I couldnt go to you or mom for help because mom is gone and you could care less. i never even tried to ask for help because i was too scared to even say hello nevermind have a conversation. you never asked us how our day was, you never tucked us in at night. You wouldnt even turn the heat on in the winter until a few years ago because you wanted to punish us and let us freeze. What were you punishing us for all of these years?  you've been drinking ever since...'' i trailed off. i was afraid that if i mentioned mom again, he would go back to being the grinch. i still can't believe that he broke through the inner demon that was taking over him. im so glad he's back!! I couldnt help myself. i just said everything straight out. and now i regreted it because he looked so helpless right now.

" How could i have done such things, i cant remember anything, my mind is all fuzzy. I would never want to hurt you two, ever!" i saw his eyes start to water a bit. " oh dad, don't cry or you're going to make me cry. you've been treating us terribly ever since" i cleared my throat, " ever since mom disappeared. you would drink and drink and drink and then torture us night after day. oh father i've missed you so much." i hugged him, and started to cry, i cried for all those punches, smacks, hits,and scars i have been through, i cried for my fathers pain of being so lost, i cried because i missed my mother, i cried for everything that this family has been through. 

i felt fathers chest shaking of sobs underneath me which made me sob harder. i never thought this day would come. thank you so much god thank you for listening to my prayers.