THE BROKEN FELINE

Chapter 31

Sheylyn's POV

He fainted! He actually fainted!

I'm scared it's because he doesn't want the child.

Of course he wants it! Remember how happy he was before? Steve convinces me.

Ok...so this is good? I ask.

Kinda... She whispers.

What's the bad news then? I ask concerned.

It seems to be too big for your human so you'll have to be tiger for the seven months. She answers slowly as if I could brake any second.

We only have seven months because we develop faster and heal faster and what not.

I sit there for a while, quietly not wanting to wake Nash up and I can't seem to move. This is new, sorta bad information.

How can I handle being on four paws for seven frickn months?!

"What-what happened?" Nash's groggily voice asks.

"You fainted." I state.

"Oh...what's wrong" he asks once he sees how uneven I must look.

I sigh, "You better sit down"

"I am..."

"Oh...well then, I have to tell you something that will be wrong with the baby"

"What!?" He asks concern and worry dripping out of his words.

"The baby is too big for my human to handle" I glance at him, "so I have to be a tiger for the seven months"

"That's not so bad"

I roll my eyes, he doesn't see the big picture!

"Think again"

He makes his thinking face and a few seconds go by when he snaps his fingers, "We can only have animal love making!"

I burst out laughing but stop to be serious, "We wouldn't be able to become king and queen. Unless we wait or do this really quickly. Because in a few weeks I will have no voice but to shift"

He stares at me for a few seconds, "We can do this early! I will just have to work harder!"

"No baby, I can help" I say

"Nnnnnnnno you can't"

I look at him dumbfounded, "Yes! I! CAN!" I growl out.

"Hormones" he whispers.

"What was that?" My eyes as dark as coals now.

"N-nothing"

I smirk, but then my mind changes;oh gods! My hormones are going crazy! One second I'm happy the next I'm sad the next I'm mad!

Oh gods he's gonna leave me for this! Oh gods he's gonna hate me for these hormones! Oh gods, oh gods!

"Babe! Stop worrying! I still love you, no matter what" he assures me.

"How do you know?" I ask. When did I start crying?

"I stayed when you were gonna have the first. I stayed when I thought you lost you voice. I stayed when you got mad at me."

Great; look how much of a nuisance I am to Nash.

Great now I'm sad again. Stupid hormones!

Nash laughs beside me, "Wow, a lot goes on inside your head" he sounds amused.

I glare at him. I wish I could make him feel the way I feel; all these emotions are overwhelming.

Just make him un-block his mind. Steve suggests.

"Then it's only fair that you open your mind for me to know how you feel" I say.

"Fine." He sounds smirky, that will change soon.

Once it's open I will all my emotions to go through the link. Now he can feel what I feel.

He makes a face and then laughs. I'm mad now so I turn that emotion to the link. His smiling face turns into a pained one. What?

"Ha! Fooled you!" He points at me.

I grind my teeth and shift. "Rowr! Grrr" I growl at him.

He puts his hands up and stops smiling.

"I'm sorry baby." He then tries to pet my head. I growl and move away.

Gods I need a run. Then I dash out the window. I need it alone.

He will know what I thought through the link so I don't even tell him. I put up my block cuz I need peace.

As I run through the forest I think, I think about my life so far. And soon the tears pour out. My vision is too blurry so I stop and rest.

Flashback

This was in school, and before it started.

"Tell me what I can do for you to forgive me" my 14year old self pleads.

My friends and me were fighting and I never knew why.

They all sigh and my best friend stands forward, "Look there's nothing you can do to keep the problem of this friendship away"

"Tell me, what's the problem?" I ask curiously. Maybe I can fix the problem my old self thought.

Oh how I was wrong.

She rubs her temple and I ask again, "please tell me" I ask then over and over again.

Once she is fed up with my pleads she shouts angered, "The problem is you! You are the only thing that we don't like about our friendship! You! You are the problem!"

I stood there for about thirty seconds then said slowly, "Sorry" and I walked away.

I went to the bathroom and sat down on the toilet feeling light headed. I heard ringing in my ears and right then did the news really sink in. I slid onto the floor and cried. I didn't care if anyone heard I just cried until the bell rang and I had to clean myself up.

For the rest of the year they all sent me glares and I sat alone everywhere. My group of friends were the loners that were loners together and were at the bottom of the food chain. Now with me being by myself, I was the official loner and at the bottom of the school food chain.

At the end of the year my second ex-best friend came up to me and told me she was sorry. They were all moving to the next town over and all going to that school together.

She became me best friend again and we kept in touch.

She told me all the stories about their new life and soon we drifted apart.

We no longer talked and I was fine with that. They were having the time of their lives while I was still the lonely loser at school.

People avoided me ever since.

End of flashback.
(This is actually my past. And yes I do still cry myself to sleep remembering this.)

I cried until my eyes felt like rocks and I slept in the middle of the forest.