THE BROKEN FELINE

Chapter 19

Warning! Depressing chapter!

Nash's POV

My eyes turn black and I lose control,  I've tried to hold back, but this time it didn't work.

Slap! And Sheylyn is on the floor bleeding from her mouth, unconscious.

I feel her pain, of betrayal, anger, and just plain old pain. She isn't gonna be happy when she wakes, and I only hope that she'll forgive me.

I take her upstairs and set her on the bed, with some pain pills and water on the headboard.

Slowly going to my office, I need to work on some papers to become king.

I get a few glares from the pack members and my head hangs low in shame.

In my office I hear a knock on the door and allow them to enter. Great, Kelsey, the pack slut.

I growl and tell her to leave.

"But babe, don't you want some of this?" She points to her body.

"No!" I growl.

She tilts her head and walks to me, her 6inch heals clicking away.

Her chest is popped out, and she leans closer, for me to get a full view of her boobs.

I shake my head not interested. So, she takes my head and her lips are on mine.

I'm too tired and stressed, and her lips feel like Sheylyn's. Next thing I know, we are both naked and in bed.

My mind is token over and then Its  morning and she is cuddling me, naked.

Shit! Shity shit shit!

I get up, thanking lord that we're in her room. I get my clothes on and go to the bathroom to shower and put my clothes in the wash.

Once done I go to see Sheylyn, but find she isn't there. Frowning, I go to the kitchen, where she is sitting on the bench ready for breakfast.

"Hey babe," I say as casually as possible, "how was your sleep?"

At first it's silent then her head tilts and she faces me but her eyes are on the floor. "They are gone"

"Who?"

"The babies, my stomach was damaged when I fell," she glares, "and when you were sleeping around," I look at the floor. "I went to the doctor and he said they are gone from the damage that was caused."

She sniffled and bit her lip, not wanting to cry.

Getting up, she bumps shoulders with mine and goes to our room. I guess I deserve that.

I want to be occupied so I make the pack breakfast, but nobody comes, and If they do all I get is glares.

I leave a note saying food is in the oven and leave, I'm not wanted here anymore.

"Babe!" An annoying voice yells my way. Ug! Kelsey, won't she just go away?! If she does something I will kick her out of the pack, but I have to be reasonable.

My growl shakes the house and I warn her to back off.

Kelsey smiles and says, "it's a good thing for that drug, otherwise we wouldn't be here."

My eyes go wide and now is my chance, "You drugged me?!"

"Yup" she pops the p.

I smirk and tell her to get lost, " Then your out of the pack, you have an hour to pack your things then leave!" I yell the last part.

"You'll rue the day you do this to me!" She screams and leave without her possessions.

"Pack meeting now! " as soon as everyone is in the room I start.

"Kesey is now gone-" and everyone cheers, "so take what you please from her room or destroy it. Any questions?"

A young girl speaks up, "Is it true that you slept with the slut?" She snarkly remarks.

Deep breath, "Is it true that you cause the Luna distress?" Another asks.

I'm about to reply when another goes, "Is it true that the Luna cut herself because of the comments from your fans?"

My mouth hangs as I try to form words, "is it true that the Luna's children died yesterday? And that you hit her?" Everyone gasps.

Everyone is now shouting at me that it's all my fault, I feel terrible, is this what it feels like for Sheylyn?

Yes my wolf whispers.

"Hey!" I yell to get everyone's attention, "if anybody else has anything to blame on me, write a note, I'm going for a run."

And I'm off to clear my head, my wolf taking over.

Sheylyn's POV

I can't believe Nash, I should have known this would happen, but I'm such a stupid stupid girl.

Flashback

I woke up cheerful despite what happened last night. *shiver* It wasn't pleasant to have your mate slap you but I guess I deserve it. 

Getting dressed my cat is growling to go to her mate.

My chest hurts so much like it's been pulled out and smashed into a million pieces then ran over by a truck.

"Steve calm down"

Something is wrong, go to mate, she sounded worried so I go to his office.

My chest hurts by the more closer I go to his office, till I collapse from pain. I don't know who's room this is but my hand grabs the handle and the door opens.

I drag myself up, grunting in pain, until I notice it's Kelsey's room.

There is a man in bed with her no surprise there, but what did surprise me is the man being Nash. My Nash.

I black out but I wake when being lifted up, and there is the pack doctor taking me to the wing.

He explains how I lost my children and about the mating bond, how it's broken and will take about a month to  actually touch Nash again.

I cried until there was no more tears left to cry out.

I feel empty, lonely, and depressed.

As soon as I leave a pack member helps me, "what's your name?"

"Roni, where do you want to go?"

"The kitchen please."

And then I sit down on the bench not wanting to eat, or do anything for that matter. I'm too numb.

End of Flashback

Then after telling Nash I just leave to cry and morn some more.

I should have known that I would never be good enough for a viner. Never good enough for Nash. Never good enough for anybody.

I don't deserve this life, so I do what's natural at this stage. I grab the orange bottle and do it.

Open. Shake. Spill. Swallow. Darkness.

And I don't even care.