32- Awkward talk

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So TylerOakley favorited my tweet and I was fangirling to the roof! Like OMG HE NOTICED ME! Kay bye

#tyler
Oh my god, here we go. I thought as soon as he started on the one subject i wanted to drop.
"N...No? What did i promise?" i asked. Of course i knew what i said, i knew it damn well: i promised this gorgeous boy to be his first. You dont forget that!
"Oh..." his face dropped."no... It's nothing. "

I felt so bad for lying to him, but im afraid... Afraid to hurt and lose him, afraid to lose our friendship...
I gave him a shaky smile.
"We were drunk as shit, sorry I dont remember." I said, scratching the back of my neck."What did i promise you?"

"Do you remember anything at all from last night?" he asked. I sighed and gave him a little spark of hope: "i remember walking on the beach with you."

His face brightened.
"That's something i can work with." he said, oh my gosh, here it comes.
"so, you got drunk and started flirting with me, and we got to our room but then you had a sober moment and stopped the whole moment."

He looked at me and i knodded.
"So, I was Mad at you and put on a scene... You tried to sush me wich worked and i came back to bed with you... And before we went to sleep you kind of promised to have sex with me when we were sober?" he said, blushing crimson.

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