33-i dont

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Dedicated to the lovely flapper890 who helped me, you should thank her for this second chapter today :)

My hope he that rembered and that he wanted to keep his promise dissapeared as he remained silent.
I silently looked at the ceiling. Feeling embarassed and childish for hoping someone like Tyler would be interested in someone like me.

"I'm afraid I wont keep that promise." he said, I knodded and bit my lip. So I've figured, yeah...
"I already thought so." i said, hoping he wouldnt notice how much this affected me.
I've been saving myself for Tyler since I've met him. He doesnt know, of course he doesnt, but I want my first time to be with him, someone who makes me feel safe and protected.

Then Tyler took another breath and pulled me close, I looked at him and got lost in his green-blues.
"I'm afraid I wont be able to keep that promise... Because I never fuck with someone who is as special as you and who I care about so much as I do about you... before the first date."

I felt his hand resting on my cheeck, my hangover tottaly forgotten, banned to the back of my head.

Tyler wants to go on a date with me...

"You... Want a date ...with me? When?" I asked.
"What about tonight? If your hangover is over?" he asked.
"Tonight sounds perfect..."

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