37-confess?

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I looked at Troye when the waiter returned with our drinks. Unfortunatly there was an akward silence right now and I didnt know how to handle it.
Should I start laughing because its too quiet?
Should we be confessing our love for each other?
"Ty?" he ended my thoughts. I looked up at him.
"You still feeling okay? You're quiet." he said, concern dripping from his eyes.
"It's just... I always know what to say to you and now... Nothing." I sighed."its driving me Mad."
"Is this date too... Close for you?" he asked. I shrugged. Maybe, I dont know. Why am I speechless all of the sudden. Tyler oakley never gets speechless!
"we could go back to normal now  but we'll never know if this..." he took my hand."US." he said."could work out."
"Do you want to find out?" I rasped.
"Since the day I've met you, but Tilly, the question is: " do you want to find out or are you afraid?" he asked. These words made me speechless all over again. I wasnt afraid, was I? But maybe I was...
I mean, it is Troye after all, hes one of my best friends. I dont want to lose him.
But I have had a crush on him for a while now and i would always wonder what would happen if we just gave it a chance....

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