re-tangled

"harry wake up,harry"niall's voice woke me up

i tried to open my eyes but my eyelid felt too heavy,i rubbed my eyes and opened it slowly...i saw the boys standing infront of me..

"what do you guys want"i grumbled

"you've been drinking too much lately and you've got to stop  this hazza"louis stated carrying the empty bottle of whiskey in his hand...i got up lazily and sat straight on the edge of the bed...

i kept my hand on my head  "damn my head hurts" i said pressing it

"i'll bring you some lemon water"niall went to the kitchen

"harry it has been 4 months since ashley left you,she aint coming back,you have to forget about her"zayn said looking at me

"do you think i haven't tried forgetting about her,i've tried but everytime i end up missing her more"i shouted

"calm down harry"louis tried to calm me down...i took a deep breathe "sorry zayn,i lost it"i apologized 

"its alright,now hurry up and get ready the management has called us to give the details of our next tour"he threw a towel...

i went to the bathroom,i undressed and stood under the shower....

the hot water flowed through my body,i closed my eyes...ashley's thoughts were running in my mind..i still dont know why she left me...this past 4 months has been really hard for me..i cant seem to get her out of my mind..i've dated so many girls in this interval but no one compares to her,no one has been able to take my breathe away like the way she did,no one could understand me the way she did.

will i ever find a girl like you ashley??? 

i turned the water off,took the towel and went infront of the mirror,the mirror was covered with the steam from the hot water..i wrote her name,ashley..i stood there looking at her name and i wiped it...i wish i could wipe the memories as easily...

i went to my room and got dressed...the guys were waiting for me at the living room..

"guy's lets go"i said tossing my hair...

"here drink this"niall handed me the glass of lemon juice..i drank it and we left the building...our van was waiting for us outside..we got in and we were off to see the management...

as we got out of the  car,there were girls screaming on top of their lungs,our fans..we waved and smiled at them and went straight inside...

"what took you guys so long"braun asked 

we ignored his question and took our seat...

"so we're holding a concert on February 14th in France and you guys will leave on the 12th"braun stated

"woo hoo i love France"zayn looked radiant,,,braun further described about the plans and venues....

"so class dismissed,be prepared guys"braun said enthusiastically

i rolled my eyes and got up to leave..

"hey harry,can we talk"braun asked

"hell no"i thought in my mind but i stayed,i moved backwards and turned around..."what is it"i asked  

"how are you feeling now"he asked with that rotten smile in his face

"you care because..."i said raising my eyebrow

"come on you're like a little brother to me,i care about you"he replied

"since when"i scoffed

"since we met"he smiled