re-tangled

love or infatuation

"ashley how did you know i was here"i asked and she just smiled

i ran to her and hugged her "you have no idea how much i've missed you,i'm nothing without you ash,don't you dare leave me,,you get that"i scolded

"wake up lazy ass"katherine's voice woke me up

i was startled i got up and looked around,i was in kate's room..it was just a dream...i hung my head low...all the pain and the memories came rushing back..

"who is ash"kate's voice interrupted

"you don't need to know"i got up and went to the bathroom

when i came out she wasn't there..i dressed up and went out of the room..i called her and she picked up

"where are you"i asked

"shopping"she replied

"what?you left me alone in your house and went shopping"i shouted

"meet me at the oxford street"she said and then hung up

she didn't just hang up on me..she really wants to die from my hands i cursed and stormed out..

i texted louis,kate's address and asked him to pick me up..i waited for him and after a while he arrived

"what's wrong with your car"he asked i sat inside the passenger seat not saying a word..

"where to next"louis asked..i gave him the address and he drove...

i called kate to ask where she was 

"where are you"i asked

"right here"she tapped at the window

i got out of the car..

"heyy louis"she greeted louis and i shut the door

"thanks man i'll see you later"i bid my goodbye to him

he drove away...kate stood there and waved with a big smile on her face..i caught her arms and turned her towards me "you left me alone in your house to go shopping" i shouted at her

"chill harry,i'm not your babysitter"she removed my hands and walked

"i'm hungry"she said...i was hungry too

"follow me"i replied

"no you follow me"she said grabbing my hand and dragging me

people where looking at us and clicking photos but kate didn't seem to care much....

we went inside a restaurant and sat...

"did you fall and hit your head when you were a child"i asked

"no..why??"

"because you're crazy"i chuckled

"shutup"she punched me in the shoulder

"harry can i ask you something"she looked at me

"go ahead"i answered

"what happened to the girl you proposed..i heard you proposed a girl"she asked

i kept quiet for a while

"she left me"i said and looked down

she hold my hand and i looked at her 

"i'll make you forget about her,i'll make you forget about the pain she gave you"she smiled and i gave her a slight smile..

"here comes  my food"she clapped and cheered

she was like a small kid always happy..no care in the world...i wish i could be like her..

we ate our foods...

"i wanna go to the movies,let's go watch fast and furious 6"she said excitingly

"now i know where all that driving came from"i scoffed

"come on"she pulled me from the chair..

she parked the car and stared at me

"what's wrong"i asked

"here cover your face with this"she handed me her pink shawl

"you're kidding right"i asked with my eyebrow elevated

"i don't want girls screaming and jumping around me"she said and wrapped the shawl around my neck

"they're going to find out its me by my hair"i said looking at her

"no problem"she removed her hairband from her hair and tied my hair with it

"now come on i don't want to miss the movie"she said and got out

"there is noway i'm going looking like this"i said firmly

"oh come on now!!!no one is going to know its you"she said...she kept on nagging and i finally gave up

"fine!!!"i said and got out of the car..

i waited for her while she brought the tickets

"got it"she said excitingly

"we're only two and you have so many tickets in your hand...may i ask why"i asked in curiosity

"i don't want anyone to disturb us so i bought the extra tickets"she said as she walked

"you're nuts,you know that right"i chuckled

"yes i kinda got the hint"she laughed

we sat on the centre..the hall was half empty..she had bought almost all the tickets..

we watched the movie..i looked at her and she was really into the movie..she didn't even notice that i was staring at her...i remembered what she said earlier...i don't know why but i trusted her words..i believed that she would make me forget the pain that ashley had left...

the movie was over and we walked outof the theatre..

"that was an awesome movie,i loved the action..."she kept talking about the movie and i kept looking at her...we finally reached to the parking..we sat  inside,she was still talking...

i leaned forward and kissed her...our lips were locked...i slowly moved back thinking what the hell just happened..she was startled...

"that was unexpected"she smiled and i smiled back

we drove back to my apartment and i invited her in...

we sat on the couch..she was smiling and looking at me..i came closer to her..i tucked her hair behind her ear and kissed her lips gently...

"harry,do you still love her"she asked but i could not answer

"you don't need to give me the answer right now,tell me when you're clear about your feelings"she said pulling my cheeks

i carried her to the bedroom and placed her carefully on the bed.i lied next to her and she placed her head on my chest...

i thought about her question.i was not over ashley i don't think i'll ever be but i found myself falling for kate...there was something about her that made me want to love her...what is wrong with me...

do i love kate or is it just infatuation...this is so confusing