re-tangled

lost love

the plane has landed.i'm in France...

"i'm coming to get you ash"i smiled

after all the procedure was over i walked out of the airport...since it was a sudden plan to come to France,there wasn't fans waiting for me...i stopped a taxi,i put my luggage in the taxi and sat behind..i told the driver Ashley's address and asked him to take me there...i was so happy that i was finally going to see her..i looked out the window,i was smiling like an idiot.i saw a bakery on the way..

"could you stop here for a moment,i need to get something"i informed the driver and he stopped the car..

i went inside the shop and bought a cupcake...i came out and got in the car...

"sir we're here"the driver stopped the taxi..

"here,keep the change"i gave him the money

i took my luggage out and stood in front of her house for a while...i was scared to go inside,it was all mixed feelings....i took a deep breathe and walked towards the door...i rang the bell..i did not know how i'd react if i saw her...

the door opened...a tall guy stood at the door

"yes,who are you looking for"he asked

"i umm i was looking for Ashley,does she live here"i stuttered

"oh yeah hold on"he called Ashley

"who is it"i heard her voice..she came at the door..she was looking very beautiful,her face was glowing,i had forgotten how pretty she was..

"harry"she gasped

"heyy beautiful"i smiled

"ho-how did you know where i was"she asked

"the cupcake told me"i joked 

ashley's pov

i was startled to see harry at my doorstep..i asked him how he found me and as always being the cheeky himself he joked..

"here i thought you were missing this"he handed me a small box..i opened it and it was a cupcake...my eyes were filled with tears as all the memories i had with him came rushing back...

"aren't you going to invite me in"he asked

"oh sorry!!!please come in"i invited him inside

he sat on the chair..our eyes didn't break contact even for a second..it had been so long since i last saw him..

"ahem i still exist,you know that right"damon said sarcastically

"oh yeah umm harry this is damon,damon this is harry"i introduced them

"who doesn't know the great harry styles and he is also dating my sister"damon shaked harry's hands and harry smiled

"i'll leave you guys to catch up,i have to leave for the airport,katherine is coming"damon said as he wore his jacket..

"katherine is coming today"harry asked..he seemed amazed

"yep..it was nice to meet you harry"damon shook his hand again and left

now i was alone with harry and it was very awkward..we were silent for a while..

"how have you been"harry asked

"i've been great,i teach at a school"i replied with a smile

"so you're a teacher now..that is good"

"yes it is"i replied..

"you've gained weight,you've become chubby"he chuckled

"i've been eating a lot lately"i said

"you want something to drink"i asked

"a glass of water would be fine"he replied

i went to the kitchen to get a glass of water..i stood near the sink my head hung low and my tears flowing uncontrollably

i felt a warm breathe on my neck..harry hugged me from behind..and i stood frozen..

"you have no idea how much i missed you ashley"he whispered

"harry i-i"i stuttered

he turned me around to face him,i looked down not being able to look at him...

"i love you ashley,i dont care about this stupid fame,all i want is you"he lifted my chin and leaned closer placing a soft kiss on my lips

i pushed him away "we can't do this harry,you're with katherine now and i have damon"

"i love you ashley and only you...no one can ever take your place,i'll never have the feelings i have for you for any other girl...you're my first and last love"his eyes filled with tears

"i'm sorry harry"i apologized and continued"but we cannot get back together,we belong to a different world...you're famous and everybody wants you,and me i'm just an ordinary girl the world doesn't even know my existence"

"ashley you're my world and i want you,you're not an ordinary girl,you're the love of my life..please ashley i need you"he pleaded

i didn't say anything and just stood there...

"ashley i love you"he got down on his knees and put his arms around my waist.resting his head on my stomach..."i need you in my life,i'm nothing without you ashley please come back to me"he begged

"harry please don't make it hard for me,it would be better for you to leave"i said

he looked up,his eyes filled with tears..he got up "ashley"he murmured and hold my hand

"just leave harry"i said

he turned around to leave..he carried his luggage and left...he slammed the door,he was probably really pissed but i had no other option..i couldn't possibly ruin his career..he has worked so hard...

i sat on the floor crying...why can't i ever be happy...the only person i ever loved is harry and i can't even be with him...

my vision was blurring,the room started to spin..everything blacked out and i collapsed