re-tangled

pain

why didn't she tell me that she was pregnant? was that my child? why did she lie?

many questions was rising in my head...i was completely shattered.i sat back on the chair..

"harry are you okay" Katherine asked putting her hands on my shoulder

"i don't know what is going on"i murmured

"kate,could you excuse us for a minute"damon said to kate..

"yeah sure,i'll get you guys something to drink"she said and left..

damon sat next to me..

"i have something to say"damon spoke

my mind was still blank and i kept staring at the floor not looking at him..

"harry,ashley always loved you,she lied to you about us"he said

i looked at him confused..

"our mothers were childhood friends,that is how i know ashley,she came to france 4 months ago and contacted me.she had nowhere to go,so i let her stay at my place.we were really close back when i lived in UK..she told me all about you" he paused for a while

"when she found out that she was pregnant she left you because she thought that it would ruin your career.she really loved you harry,she did not want to destroy something that you worked so hard for.so she thought that it would be better to leave you" he said

i couldn't take it anymore.it was killing me to know that i was the reason for all this..how could i not know..i was so ignorant...i kept blaming myself for everything..

my eyes were burning cause of all the crying...

"harry you alright,we heard the news and we came straight from the airport"i heard liam's voice

i looked up and the boys were all there...i got up and hugged liam..

"is ashley okay"zayn asked 

"no,she is still unconscious"my voice cracked

"she'll be alright,don't worry..she's a fighter"niall tried convincing me

katherine came back with coffee..

"when did you guys get in here"she asked

"we came just now"louis replied

"you guys should go back to your hotel you must be tired ,we'll stay here"damon suggested

"no i'm staying here"i said

"harry you have a concert the day after tomorrow,you'll be unwell"kate said

"i don't fucking care about the concert kate"i shouted

"but i do"i heard his annoying voice

it was braun,our manager..i glared at him..

"you guys are all over the internet,what the hell are you doing here"he asked

i was holding myself back,one word out of his mouth and i would have punched him..i clenched my fist.louis saw that i was angry he put his hand on my shoulder trying to calm me down

"go back to the hotel and don't say anything to the press outside"he ordered

"let's go guys,we can come back later"niall walked dashing braun in his shoulder

the boys walked but i didn't move a muscle..

"do you want an invitation card,hurry move your legs"braun said

my jaw was tensed and my hands were itching to punch him in his face

"go on,we'll take care of her"kate said calmly