Girl Meets Mayaville

My thoughts

"A journal?" Riley asks curiously, causing me to look over at her. "Yeah. It's what I write my thoughts in. I never really pay attention to what I write, but I just write." She looks at it for a second. She looks like she's contemplating whether to ask to look at it or not. She soon looks back up at me. "Can I read it?" She finally asks. I look at my journal, soon looking back up at her. Even though I don't know much of what I wrote, I know it was about Riley. She's the only thing ever on my mind anymore. She's the only one that gives me happiness anymore. I hand her my journal, waiting for her to react to my thoughts. I just watch patiently as she reads. Every letter. Every syllable. Every word. Every sentence. Every mark. Every mistake. All the small doodles. All the dates. All my thoughts. It feels like an eternity goes by before she looks up from my journal, compassion in her eyes. "Maya.." She says quietly, compassion filling every syllable. "Y-yeah?.." I reply hesitantly. She smiles slightly, looking down at the journal. "That's beautiful, Maya. I never knew your thoughts were so.. Profound." Hearing that takes me aback, causing my eyes to widen. "Wait-wait-.. What?" I asked shocked and confused, causing her to giggle slightly. So adorable. So adorable I can't anymore. "What you have written in here, is beautiful, Maya." I smile slightly. "Thank you." "But I just have one question." She suddenly asks, causing me to break down inside. I try to stay calm. "Uhh.. Sure, yeah. Shoot." I told her. She soon looks down at my journal again, then looking back up at me. I motice her cheeks turning slightly red. "Is this.. About me?" She asked, causing my face to heat up also. After I finally calm down, I answer, "y-yeah.. It is." She looks at me for a second, one of her eyebrows raised. "So, I'm the only thing on your mind?" She asked hesitantly, a smirk rising on her face, causing both our faces to continue growing in color of the red variety. I stand up confidently, looking her in the eye. "Yeah." I said as I just shrugged it off like it was nothing. What just suddenly changed? I was so scared, now I'm completely confident. Riley gets up, standing infront of me, taking a step closer to me, now just inches away from me, a smirk on her face, an eyebrow raised. "Am I now?" She questioned as she got even closer. We're breathing the same air. I look into her eyes, her beautiful eyes. She slowly leans in closer to me, her eyes about to close. We're so close.. Our noses are touching. I close my eyes, about to close the space between us. When, Riley bops my nose playfully. "Not this time!" She said playfully as she quickly pulled away from me. I get mad. NGG! DO YOU WANT TO KISS ME OR NOT?!

I sigh deeply. You have no idea how you're making me feel..