I can't do it

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But- I can't make myself to come to terms with what's happeneing..

I continue walking the streets of new york, my head hanging. Heh. Funny. I want to do that. To feel my body hang under my throat. But- I just can't do that.

I can't end it all when I still feel this way for you, my darling. I want to end the pain but..

"It seems likes too much to bear now but it will get better for you, Maya." I hear someone, something maybe, catching me off guard. I quickly stop in my tracks.

"Wha-what do you- who are you- how do you.." I soon trail off, having too many questions to ask. "I understand you're confused and hurt. I understand you don't really know what's happening but you're not actually alone. You're not useless, Maya. This isn't your fault. Stop telling yourself these lies."

I look around, just wanting to know who they are- no- how they know me. Or- I don't know! I'm just young and dumb! I just want to know what's happening!

"I feel that hurt and confusion growing inside of you. Maya please, calm down." My eyes widen.

"Woah-woah! Forget who are you! What are you?!"

"I am your guardian angel."

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