Free!xReader Oneshots

protective!Rin X depressive!Reader || The only one

Your P.O.V.

Do you know how hard it is?
Do you know how hard life is?
Do you know how evil they are?
Do you know how evil human are?
Do you know the feeling?
Do you know the feeling of breaking down?
Do you know the feeling of giving up?
Do you know the feeling of wanting to be free?
Do you know?
Do you really?

Everyone told me.
I have had to be strong.
I have had to be brave.
I have had to find a way out of my depressions.
Without dying.
But, did you know how impossible it was?
There wasn't a way.
A way out of depressions.
Once you've fallen in depressions, you won't get out of them.
You never get out of them.
I gave up cutting because HE told me.
I was strong because HE told me.
HE was the only thing I lived for.
Everyone hated me because I was different.
They bullied me.
They hated me.
They hit me.
They put me down.
But I remember the day, HE stood in front of me and protected me.
I'd never forget this day.
The day when HE became the reason to live.

It was a sunny day. I wished I could see the colours of the world but I just saw grey. The world was grey. I didn't want to stand up and prepare for school. I wanted to stay home but there wasn't a chance. I sighed, standing up and changing clothes, walking in the kitchen to say "Good morning". As I said, I did. I didn't eat some breakfast again, I wasn't hungry. Seemed to be weird, huh? No, it wasn't. I walked back to my room and brushed my teeth like every day, let my hair seeming boring like every day and packing my school things like every day. I walked downstairs and said "Bye", but I didn't get a response. I walked to the school. The way was grey. I was afraid. Someone will bully me again. No one will protect me. I was a loner. I ever was a loner. I was alone. Alone in this dangerous and cruel world. I was lost in this world. I was captivated in this world. I screamed every second on the inside. I just wanted help. But nobody would ever hear my screams. My body shivered, my teeth clinched, my eyes filled with tears. I was scared.

It was the second break. I cried again in front of all shitty faces I've ever seen, in front of the ugliest persons in this cruel world. They pushed me until I fell down the stairs and onto the ground. I didn't do anything. I got scratched and wounds. Blood dropped on the floor. I cried so hard. It hurt so much. They laughed and came down. I swallowed scared. What would they do now? The male walked over. I saw into his evil greenish eyes. His hair was a brown mess. He kneeled in front of me and put a hand on my chin and lifted my head up.

I just cried more.
I can't anymore.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't survive anymore.
I can't live anymore.

I heard them laugh. The male stood up. He reached out to hit me. I closed my eyes. It would be over now.
I heard a noise and winced. He didn't hit me. Or did he and I'm finally dead? I opened my eyes. A red haired male stood between of us, holding the arm of the male who wanted to hit me.

"Do you dare to hit her?", he said dangerous, showing his sharp teeth. The male's eyes widened, his body shivered. He took his arm back and ran outside. He was scared.

The red head turned around and I watched him with a thankful expression on my face. I was thankful. But I could have die and that's what I wanted. He kneeled down, reaching out his hand for me to pull me up. Still afraid and shocked I took his hand shivering and he pulled me up. Tears were still rolling down my cheeks.

"Don't cry", he said and gently wiped away all of my tears. His bloody red eyes captivated my gaze and I stared into them. We stood there, he held my hand. He pulled me in a tight hug and I closed my eyes, smelling his scent and starting to cry again. But I showed him how strong I was and didn't cry. He lifted my head up by me chin and I averted his gaze. He forced me to face him again and his skin pressed against mine, his face came closer and closer until I felt his hot breathing on my lips. My heart skipped a beat, almost running away. It pounded so hard. I saw in those red eyes and I felt protected.

"Call me Rin", he whispered and the next second he pressed his lips against mine gently, making my heart turning upside-down. His hot lips burned on my cold ones. We were like fire and ice, I was melting away. I returned the kiss and closed my eyes slowly, enjoying the moment for one minute, feeling free of pain for a second.

I'd never forget that day.
Never forget the time with him.
Never forget the scent of him.
Never forget the love he gave me.
Never forget his name.
Never forget him.

I've always listened to your cries.
I've always listened to your screams inside you.
And when I think about you, I've always hearing you saying:

"And even though you hang yourself and left me alone, I'll never give up on you."

This is the first request! Thank you KawaiiPotatoUnicorn! I hope you like it even if it's not that good! :3