Hard Life

Chapter 22: She's Gone

Brooke's Dress At The Top!
Btw that's not her.

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Brooke's P.O.V

Today is Candyces funeral I never thought she would die so young. I never thought she would get cancer. Why couldn't just have been me instead? She didn't need to die! I though to myself as a tear slowly slide down my face. Then I felt arms around me which were Chris's arms I just started bawling I'm not going to get over this I have lost 3 people in this year! How horrible is that. " W-Wh-y couldn't I-t just b-e m-e?" I gripped onto him. " She had cancer look I know that you knew this day would come. But you'll get over it she's in a better place now" he kissed my forehead. " Come on go get ready for her funeral babygirl" he told me I didn't even respond I just went up to my room. ( Yes she is still at Bridget's and Ethan's House until Chris and Brooke get a apartment)

Bridget's P.O.V

I was getting ready me and Alex were Ethan was sleep as usual. " Mommy I wanna wear the red one" she points look she's never been to a funeral so... Lol " No honey you have to wear black!" I grabbed her and got her black dress. " Hmmm what can I do with your hair? Ponytail!" And after 10 minutes of brushing she was ready!

Alex's P.O.V
Ugh mommy is making me wear this ugly dress. I hwate black!

Ethan's P.O.V
I woke to Them arguing probably something stupid. "ETHAN! Talk to Alex now! She won't get ready!" Bridget came inside our room and went straight into the bathroom. " Alex?" I asked while walking inside her room. She was in a corner with her teddy bear "Daddy.. Mommy making me wear that" she points to the ugly dress but I'm not telling her that . " I'll pay you 1 dollar to wear" I said while getting out my wallet. " 5 dollars! If you want me to wear and don't cry" she said putting her hand on her hip. " Deal." I pulled out 5 dollars and gave it to her.

Brooke's P.O.V
I wore a black lace dress with some heels while Chris wore a black suit. " You look gorgeous" he kissed my forehead while I tried and made a small smile. "Let's go babygirl." He grabbed my hand and we were our way there. The whole car ride was silent I feel our relationship isn't the same as it used to be. I feel that even though people kiss that doesn't exactly really mean anything. What really matters is when that person says I love you for the first time or when they say enough to mean it. Not saying that I want him to say I love you.. I'm just afraid he doesn't like me anymore. I was so deep into my thoughts that I didn't even realize we were here. " Bae were here" he said while eating his hand in front of my face. " Oh can I ask you something?" I said a little nervous I hope he doesn't get mad at me. "Anything" he grabbed my hands so that are eyes made contact with each other. " I don't think that you love me anymore... Because I just feel we haven't been on a date in a while or just relaxing at home. And you know what you haven't said I love you in forever so what are you trying to say!" I took my hands out of his.

Chris P.O.V
" Baby I would never stop loving you. It just because so much has been going on my head is all over the place. Look how about when we get home we can watch a movie." I pecked her lips. " I'm sorry for-" I cut her off. " It's okay, Now let's go inside"

No One P.O.V
As everyone got there. I could just smell sadness in the room. I guess everyone was just mourning her. And I understood that very well.

Brooke's P.O.V
It was my turn to speak and I was already prepared. " Candyce Ann Phillman was a great friend to me. I've known her for as long as I can remember Losing her was the worst thing that ever happened to me. And yet I've learned how to cope with it. When someone dies of course your going to be sad but yeah your going to totally forget about them not meaning just forget them as you ever met them... I'm saying you'll move on with your life. I have and now I have a amazing boyfriend. " I teared  up a little. " Thank you for even listening to me speak that means a lot from where I'm coming from."

1 hour later

Me and Chris went home and cuddled for the rest of the night and yes I did get over it a little but when you have a Hard Life you get used to it.

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Aha I bet you guys weren't expecting a chapter today hmmmm... I would like to again thank you for almost 1k reads.

And one more thing! This book is almost over I'm so sad that it is. It has been a journey for me because when I first came out wattpad I just came for the books to read. I told myself I would never write a book I'm terrible at writing. But then my friend started writing. And I said to myself I should try and write one. And now I feel great about even downloading the app and making this book.

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