"Wake up, Lillian, you're going to be late for school!"
I slowly opened my eyes, to the bright surroundings inside my room. Hearing my mothers scratchy voice from behind my door as she yelled for me to wake up.
Swinging the covers off of my body and stepping onto the floor, I drug my body towards my dresser. Picking up a pair of tight jeans with a plain navy blue shirt, I quickly threw them on. Why look fancy? I have no one to impress.
I grabbed my brush off of the side of my dresser, slowly running it through my long black hair and removing any tangles.
Quickly picking up my school bag, I opened the door making my way down the stairs and into the kitchen seeing my mother sitting in her favorite chair. She had a compact mirror in her hand, admiring herself. She looked like she had about 10 pounds worth of sloppy makeup caked onto her face. Noticing my presence, she put the mirror down and looked at me with an unenthusiastic face.
"You finally woke up, huh."
I nodded at her as I looked down at her attire. She was wearing a skimpy dress that was a little too revealing. Her name was Barbara, but, everyone called her "Barbie". They obviously didn't call her that without a reason..
"Hurry up and leave, I have a guest coming over in a little bit."
By "guest" she meant she had one of the many men she sleeps with. She sleeps with them so they'll shower her in money and give her the twisted fairytale of "love" she desires. One of those men could possibly be my father, but I'll never know. I was just an accident made from her skanky ways.
I sighed at her as I made my way to the front door, neither of us making it apparent to tell each other goodbye. Opening up the door, I enveloped myself into the outside world.
Making my way down the road, I noticed the same group of guys hanging around an abandoned alley way. They were a gang that called themselves the "bangtan boys". Their "gang" consisted of 7 members, all of them having smug looks plastered across their faces.
I hurried up and passed them, hoping not to get noticed by them as I continued my way down to the school. They're people I don't want to get involved with.
Slowly making my way into the school, I walked down the hallway getting views of everyone faces glancing at me. The boys smirked at me and whistled at me while the girls turned their heads with disgusted looks.
I sighed out loud as I approached my locker, opening it. Taking out and putting back in what I needed and didn't need, someone quickly slammed my locker shut making me jump.
Looking up, I looked at a very muscular boy with a dirty look on his face. I didn't know his name, but, I already knew what he wanted.
"Hey pretty girl, how's Barbie doing?"
His dad is probably one of the countless men my mother sleep with. I ignored his statement and continued with what I would be doing if he wasn't there.
"Excuse me, I need to get my books for-"
He quickly grabbed the books out of my hand and handed them to one of the boys that were standing behind him, smirking at me after he handed my books away.
"No you're not. I know your mother is a whore, so you probably do the same things. You're coming with me baby."
He gripped my wrist, heading me into the direction of the boys bathrooms. I couldn't protest or call for help, this happens almost daily. There's nothing I can do to stop it.. No one will believe me or help.
Pushing my into the closest stall, he slammed my onto my knees making me hiss from the sudden pain. I watched him slowly unzip his pants, glaring down at me with an ugly smirk going across his face. Pulling his dick out of his pants, he held it there for a second before saying something.
"Suck it, whore."
I bit my lip and shook my head, cursing my mother for making this happen to me. Because of her ways, I'm treated like this.
He gripped my jaw harshly, making my mouth open slightly before shoving himself fully inside. Tears slowly welled in the corners of my eyes as he pumped himself in and out of my small mouth.
Why did this have to be my life..
After around 10 minutes of ruthless throat fucking, he finished himself off in my mouth and quickly shoved his dick back in his pants. Looking down at me, laughing.
"Thanks a lot for that, slut. I'll see you next time."
He walked outside of the stall, leaving me to spit out his cum in the toilet and silently cry to myself. I flushed the toilet and picked myself off of my knees, brushing myself off.
Walking outside the stall, over to the nearby sink, I quickly rinsed my mouth. I looked at myself in the mirror, frowning at myself for what has become of my life.
You're disgusting, Lily.
I repeated it over and over in my mind as I left the bathroom, heading towards my locker before getting startled by an older mans voice behind me. Turning my head, I found Mr. Lucas with a stern look on his face as he approached me.
"Miss Lillian, what are you doing roaming the hallways during class?"
Searching my brain for an excuse he cut off my thinking as he shook his head.
"I don't have time for you, you've been missing class for a while now. Just go to detention young lady."
Not arguing with him, I walked passed him feeling his disapproving eyes burn into me as I walked down the hallway.
I opened up the detention hall door, walking in to see an older woman look up at me from her paperwork.
"What are you in here for, dear?"
Sitting in the seat farthest away from everything, I looked at her before I put my head down in my arms mumbling.
"Skipping class, ma'am."
Not even 5 minutes later, the door slammed open, making my head jump up from my arms to look at the older woman. She didn't seem to be phased at all from the commotion as she didn't once look up from her paperwork.
"Good to see you again, Mr. Jungkook."
My eyes looked over to the doorway, as I watched one of the Bangtan boy members walk in. He slightly chuckled as he slumped himself in the desk behind me, making me turn my head from his direction as he looked at me.
He leaned up from his desk, directly behind my ear as he whispered.
"I know what you do in the bathroom with those boys."
His lips slightly brushed against the back of my ear as his husky voice made itself apparent, whispering slowly.
"Mind if I get a try."
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Pain Without Love (BTS Jungkook Fanfic)
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] He was in a gang with an awful home life. No one knew. She was "the whore" of the school because of her mother. Everyone knew. Through all the pain, blood, tears, and suffering, can they find love and a happy ending? "I know what you d...
