Why me? (Jack Gilinsky fan fiction)

Chapter 48

ALEX POV

So I guess you can say I am really, really, really sad. I don't think that I am depressed... Well, at least not yet. The only reason I get up is to use the bathroom. Jack, the boys, Brigid, Cynthia, and Kayla have all been trying to get me out of bed and go out but I just won't do it. I still can't believe that Jack and I have been trying to have a baby for the past two months and still no progress.

It's not fair. Why out of all people does it have to be me that can't have a child? Maybe I can, maybe we are just giving up to easily. That's what Jack keeps telling me but I think we should just give up. My thought were interrupted when I heard a knock on the door.

"Come in."
Jack entered our room.

"Baby, I need you to get up." Jack begged.

"Jack I'm fine here."

"Lex get the hell up."

"No Jack leave me the fuck alone." I yelled.

"Gosh dammit Alex, don't you think this is hard on me too? I mean come on this is my child we are trying to have too. But I'm not sitting here thinking about how it possibly couldn't happen. I'm not sitting here crying every five minutes. I'm not sitting here depressing myself thinking about it. And you know why, because I fucking can't because I have to be strong for you. I have to comfort you and give you hope. And you know maybe I want to sometimes lex. Maybe I want to lay in bed all day and cry cause I'm hurting inside but I don't. So Alex get the fuck out of that bed and get dressed." Jack yelled bawling his eyes out.

"Fuck you Jack!" I yelled while bursting out the room feeling worse than I already did.

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