Saving Bradley (An SVU Fanfiction)

Anger

*Olivia's POV

(That night)

I have no clue how I'm going to tell Nick that I'm pregnant again. I'm really not even sure how I feel about it. I am most definitely excited, but I'm also really scared. I've wanted to have kids of my own since I was two, I thought I would never get that chance and now I have two kids and one on the way. I feel like my dreams have come true, finally!

"Nick..oh, god!", I moan aloud as my fifth orgasm of the night tears through my body, collapsing on top of him. "That was amazing!"

"You were amazing!", Nick kisses my lips and neck as his hands roam my body. I think that now would be the perfect time to tell him. I mean, we're alone and can actually have a conversation without everyone screaming in my ears.

"Baby..I need to talk to you."

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I just..have some news."

"Yeah? What is it?"

"Well..would you want to have more kids?", it was silent for a few seconds and it kind of scared me.

"Are you saying..you're pregnant?", I bite my bottom lip and nod my head. "Liv, honey, that's great!", he kisses me.

"You think so?"

"Of course I do! This is everything you've ever wanted. Kids..a family. All I want is you to be happy.", I smile at that comment, earning one from him as well. He turns us over and plants himself between my legs. "You think we should celebrate?", he grins. Before I could respond, his tongue was at work, not that I'm complaining.

"Mmm. Oh, god!"

(Three weeks later)

I'm not exactly sure how to tell anyone that I'm pregnant. Nick and I just got home from the OBGYN and I'm really nervous about this..the whole thing. Alex just turned eight months old, he's just starting to crawl.

"MOM!", Bradley yells. "He broke my eyeliner again!", she stomps into the kitchen and throws the two pieces of an eyeliner pencil onto the counter in anger. "Why can't he break your stuff?! Like, I need to use that every morning-"

"You shouldn't leave it in places he can reach. He's a baby. He's getting into everything, Bradley, you know that."

"Your mom is right.", he wraps his arms around me from behind. "Just tape it together or something."

"You can't just tape it together.", we say at the same time. Bradley storms off into her room, slamming the door.

"Looks like someone gave their sister a hard time today.", Nick chuckles. He kisses my neck and rubs my stomach. "I love you.", I turn around and kiss him.

"I'm going to go get the baby."

*Nick's POV

I can't stop staring as she walks away. The sway of her hips, her ass, everything about her is perfect. How the hell did I become the lucky bastard who won her over? I could hear her talking to Alejandro as she comes back. She's such a natural with kids.

"..and daddy can rub mommy's feet! Does that sound fun?"

"Ahh!", he laughs, tugging on her necklace. "Ba-ba!"

"You heard the man, momma.", I smirk.

"Mmm-mm-ma-mmma!", his hands find her nose and he holds it in his hand for about three seconds which earned a laugh from the two of us. "Ma-ma!"

We both stop everything. Did he just say 'mama'? His first word?! This is the most exciting thing that has happened in weeks. Olivia is ecstatic and starts crying tears of joy.

"Good boy!", I stroke his hair and kiss Liv. "Bradley, come here!", she comes out of her room in a calmer mood than earlier.

"What?", she examines us all. "Why is mom crying?"

"He just said his first word!", Olivia sniffles.

"I'll just guess it wasn't 'Bradley is the coolest person ever'?", she laughs. Olivia kisses the top of Alex's head.

"Say it again, baby. Say 'mama'!"

"Ma-ma-ma-maaaa!", he giggles.

"Give momma kisses!", she says in a high-pitched voice. She kisses his lips with a 'muahh'. "I love you!"

*Bradley's POV

It's great that Alex can talk, but everything revolves around him, now. Why can't they be excited about me? I go back into my room and start listening to music.

I only call you when it's half past five

The only time that I'll be by your side

I only love it when you touch me, not feel me

When I'm fucked up, that's the real me

When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah

I only fuck you when it's half past five

The only time I'd ever call you mine

I only love it when you touch me, not feel me

When I'm fucked up, that's the real me

When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

After about an hour, mom and dad came in my room. Mom sat next to me on the bed while dad stood in the doorway. Great. What happened this time?

"Honey..dad and I need to talk to you."

"Okay?"

"How would you feel about having another brother or sister?"

Are you kidding me?! Another kid?! Can't they be happy with the two they have? This is horrible! They don't notice me now that Alex is growing up; so what, are they just gonna do that to him, too? They're just gonna keep making kids they don't pay attention to? What the hell is wrong with them?!

"What?!", they can tell I'm not happy about this. "You're pregnant?!", they exchange a look between them before looking back at me.

"Yes, your mom is pregnant. Bradley, I know that-", dad starts.

"You know nothing!", I yell at him. I turn my attention back to my mom. "Why can't you just keep your fucking legs closed!?!", she opened her mouth, but nothing came out.

"Don't talk to your mother like that! And watch your language!", I get out of bed and dart for the door, pushing my dad to the side. "What do you think you're doing?!", I stop in my tracks, facing away from them, and start crying.

"WHATEVER I WANT TO DO!", without missing a beat, I run out the door and into the streets. What the hell was I thinking, saying that? Again, I've screwed up big time. Why do I always snap on the person who literally saved my life, gave me love when no one else did?

A/N

What kind of trouble is Bradley gonna get herself into this time?