Is This Real?

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Sam's POV:

''Hey, Ky?" I asked Kylie as we were walking around the fair grounds.

"What Sammy," Ky dragged out. She was acting higher than a kite. Not really high, like cocaine high, just to much sugar, high.

"Do you think Axel likes me?'' I asked nervously. Kylie suddenly became serious as we neared a camper trailer.

"Honestly, you just need to go talk to him!" She said as she lightly shoved me.

But being as lucky me I tripped over my spurs and fell. I put my arms back to brace my fall , but it never came.

'What the hell' I thought. I opened my eyes to see hazy blue ones.

"Hi'' I whispered. I suddenly realized that I fell on top of someone.

'Why did I have to fall into his lap', I mentally groaned. His lap was Axel Schuler. My ass in his lap, legs over the side of his chair. I took the chance to take in everything about him. His very nice tan that was perfect. His very chiseled jaw. His strong muscles, but he had the perfect amount. His 6 ft height-compared to my 5 foot 9 frame. Axel's bent nose that looks like it's been broke to many times. After that millisecond moment, I looked out of the corner of my eye I seen a couple of his friends.
'Can this be anymore embarrassing?' I cried out in my head. Then I realized that my ears were burning bright red in embarrassment.

''Hey.'' Axel said. I mumbled a quick sorry, jumped out of his lap, and took off to the outdoor stalls. Kylie was running after me yelling sorry's left and right. I just ignored her and kept running. My eyes were filled with tears. I got to the farthest stall barn and fell into a corner stall and pulled my legs to my chest and silently cried so nobody could hear me. I soon seen Kylie running in the barn, but in the corner she couldn't see me.

''Fine. I'm going back to my trailer. If you want to talk you know were I'm at." She yelled out and she walked off. I waited a good 10 minutes before crying out loud.

"I'm such a loser he will never like me'' I cried. I'm fat. I'm not pretty or cute or beautiful like her. She was everything that I wasn't. I was gross and disgusting. She was thin and had a chest, she could have any guy that I couldn't, like Axel. 

She was Ruby. She didn't need make-up or anything. She was the full package that any guy would be happy to have. I cried harder.

I took my time to get up since my mother was staying at a hotel room that weekend. And I had the trailer to myself. I got back up and put my hood up and put my headphones in. I walked crossed back to my trailer, by myself. That was the moment that I realized that I loose every friend have. I lost Lisa, Shyla, Margaret, Charlotte, Ruby; Everybody. Ruby wants to be my friend, but I just, can't. I think maybe I should give her a chance but then I think, It's just giving her an extra bullet for her gun cause she missed me the first time. I've never had a boyfriend, I've never been kissed not even one cheek, but she has. During all that thinking I didn't realized were I walked to, but it was to my two horses Red and Tennessee.

I looked around to see if anyone was here, but seen and heard nothing but other horses.

''Hey, buds,'' I petted them through the metal bars.

''I had the most embarrassing moment of my life! Kylie lightly shoved me and knowing me I tripped over my ginormous feet backwards right onto Axel's lap! I was so embarrassed and there were so many other guys around," I rambled on.

''I was mortified! I will never be able to talk to him again! Well, I never talked to him before, but that's not the point! I was embarrassed, but I'm just being a baby right?'' Tennessee and Red just neighed like they were in agreement.

''Hey, you guys! Your supposed to be on my side!'' I giggled as Red nibbled on my hand.

"Hey guys, I have to go to bed, now. See you two in the morning!'' I walked off to my trailer, but realized I wasn't tired. I remembered what Ky had said and went off to her trailer.

"Knock Knock.'' I said while I actually knocked.

"Yes, Sam.'' She said while opening the door.

"I'm sorry.'' We both said at the same. A moment of silence before we both busted out laughing.

"Come in-come in to my wonderful home." She said, which was just a tack space with a cooler.

''Listen I'm sorry about earlier,'' I said. ''It's was just that was really embarrassed and slightly mortified.''

"And I'm sorry,'' Ky said. ''I shouldn't have shoved you."

"It's alright." I laughed out as I got up. "I'm gonna go, we have to be up early tomorrow."

She said night and as soon as I got to my trailer I was in my bed sound asleep.

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