Our Last Chance (Camren)

Chapter 1

Their eyes locked as Lauren inhaled deeply. "Please stay."

Camila stood in the doorway. She didn't know wether to just run or stay inside and listen to Lauren. "I can't. I'm sorry I will come back tomorrow I just need to leave. I was so stupid for confessing my feelings to you when you were right, we were doing so well by just being friends and you having a boyfriend who is fantastic by the way.. and now you feel guilty for hurting me and I don't want that. So I need to go."

Lauren just looked at her. She was so cute. "This baby is yours. I guess I am too.. I belong to you. You belong to me it's kinda very obvious." The older girl confessed.

Camila looked at her in shock. She stepped inside and closed the door. It was too cold to stand in the doorway.

"What about Liam?" She asked confused. Lauren sighed. "I like him but I don't think I love him. He is amazing but he is not you. I need you. And for six months I have been lying to myself, telling myself that I love Liam and that I'm over you and there were times when I truly believed that. I am so tired of our behaviour. I no longer want to change my mind or do ridiculous things to lose you and I don't think you want either. We may be poison to eachother but maybe we can work that out. I want you to be here when he grows up I don't want you to have a schedule of when you're getting him and when he will be with me. I want us to have him here together in our home."

"But you have to want this too Camz, no more running, no drama and no bullshit. This is our last chance to work it out. If something happens again and we break up then I will move out of this town because I don't want to see you ever again.." Camila looked at the older girl her eyes wide.

This was one hell of a speech. Lauren wanted her back. She wanted them to work this out. This was her chance.

"I want this. To be with the one woman I desire. I won't let you down. But you have to stop pushing me away in times when you doubt me or think of bad stuff that happened in your past, also you have to talk to me instead of running from me and stop being too impulsive by not thinking about the consequences of your actions.. Only then we can work." She gave Lauren her perspective of what she wanted. In order for them to work out this time.

Lauren nodded, "Ofcourse I'll do all of that. I love you."

"I love you too." She smiled. "But Liam is pretty head over heels so how are you.." Camila trailed off. He had become a good friend of her and she liked him. He would be so hurt.

"I'll talk to him tomorrow and explain him everything. Let's go to bed because I'm pretty fucking exhausted." Lauren yawned as she took Camila's hand and led her to the bedroom.

They both layed comfortable in bed and Camila was spooning her as they held eachother tight. She was determined to keep Lauren this time. She just hoped that they would last.

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"So we're really over then?" Liam sighed as he rubbed the back of his neck. Currently he was standing in front of Lauren's door. She told him everything and he felt sad but happy for her. "I'm so sorry, Liam.." She frowned. She felt so bad for him. "I really like you everything about us was real.. Just that.."

"You love her." He finished for her. She bit her lip and looked at him sadly. "I guess I can't do anything about that though. Can we still be friends? I mean we have been talking months about this baby and I would really like to see him and stuff." He said nervously. Lauren nodded. "Ofcourse! I'm glad you said that. I don't want you to hate me." She was relieved. "I could never hate you. I just need some time to get over this so.. Don't be angry if the first couple of weeks you won't hear anything from me." He told her.