Our Last Chance (Camren)

Chapter 5

There Camila stood, outside of the door. She sat down on the front porch. 'This couldn't be happening' she repeated to herself. Last night they were making love and now Lauren kicked her out..

Stupid Jade and her mouth! But the longer she thought about it, the more she realized it was all her own fault.

Suddenly the door opened as Lauren let Jade out.

"Why are you still here?" Lauren asked harshly. Camila stood up from the ground. "Lauren please.." She pleaded.

"Go away! You have enough money to find yourself a small apartment or you can go to your bestie Ariana." She said sarcastically.

"What about Carlos? What will he think when he comes home and I'm
gone?" Camila was concerned.

Lauren laughed loud. She definitely didn't like this Lauren. But she made Lauren like this herself.

"Why didn't you think that through when Ariana was sucking your dick and you guys made a bet?" She spat at the younger one. Wow, Lauren was pissed.

"Ehm.. thank you Lauren for listening and I'm really sorry for everything." Jade spoke up as she stepped outside.

Camila rolled her eyes at this. "It's okay. I'm glad at least someone cares about my feelings." She directed the last part to the brunette.

Jade walked past Camila to her car and drove off.

Lauren was about to close the door but Camila pushed it open.

"You're not gonna do this Lauren. You love me and we belong together."

"I know. You're always like this. When you do something wrong, you don't care about me being hurt and wanting you to fuck off. No, instead you force me to still be with you after all the fucked up things that you do! Because you think it's easy. You tell me how sorry you are that I am the only woman you love bla bla.. Then I forgive you and we wait untill the next mistake you make and everytime you expect me to forgive you. Wanna know why? Because you're used to that. My stupid love for you has made me nothing but blind. I always end up forgiving you and taking you back. Not this time though. I am not your possession. I don't have to listen to what you have to say. Goodbye Camila. I'll call you to rearrange the times when you pick up Carlos."

Lauren's words definitely did something to her. She made so many mistakes. But the truth was that she did love Lauren even when you wouldn't think that.

Her actions have proven how she doesn't care about Lauren. But if people and especially Lauren could only get a glimpse inside of her heart, they would see how much she actually loves Lauren. She can't live without her and she won't.

She closes her eyes as she leans against the closed door.

She tries to imagine another woman coming on her path. Who she will love and have a future with. Stop, stop. She feels sick already.

She can't be with anyone but Lauren. If she can't win Lauren back then.. she problably will spend the rest of her life alone.

Yeah, she fucked other women and Jade.. But that wasn't easy for her. None of them ever gave her the feeling Lauren does. None of them can make her feel so alive, none of them can make her feel electricity when they kiss or touch. The way that her heart speeds up only when Lauren trails a finger down her arm. None of those the women could do that.

None of them have any effect at all on Camila. But most importantly, none of them could ever make her love.

Lauren could. She was the only woman in the world that Camila actually loved. She would always come back to Lauren. That was where her heart belonged.
That was her home.