Good Girls and Bad Boys

Part 36

Jacks P.O.V

Alli and I hung out all day, round her pool, relaxing, baking even. Nobody had ever got me too bake a cake, but somehow she did, she had this affect on everything she did seemed to be good or happy, i don't think i ever stopped smiling when i was around her. Damn, i am so cheesy.

"What can we do now" Alli asked payfully, i was kind of tired now, after swimming and baking and generally being active all day.

"Do you ever actually stop?" I laughed, we were sat around her breakfast bar, my eye caught the clock, i registered it was actually 6:30pm and i was meant to be meeting with Lou. I checked my phone.

To: Jack (me)     From: Lou

Meet you around 7ish at the skate ramp? see you later

"Shit - I need to be going, meant to be meeting Lou in half an hour" Alli pulled a puppy dog face, laughing too. She walked me too her front door and let me out.

"Well, see you later i guess" we stood on her front door step looking at each other, how cliche, she looked down at her feet twiddling her fingers.

"See you later" I gave her a hug and a kiss on her cheek, she blushed, i did too, then headed back into my car and down too the skate ramp.

As i arrived Lou was already there with his board at the top of the ramps. I got out the car and headed over too him, i didn't have time to get my board from home so i just ran up the ramp too the top next too him.

"Yo, where's the board?" He said.

"I thought we were meant to be talking not boarding" I said dryly. He laughed nervously.

"Well, yeah i just kind of wanted to 'clear some air', you know because me and Vic, and well you loved Vic i know dude-"

"I still do, you know that. You know what's the worst thing about this, i thought we were tight, like close but no you stab me in the back by carrying on with her. You don't know Vic, you don't love her, you have a crush on her. I went through tough times with her, i know her feelings better than she does. You don't 'buddy'. One thing i do know, is that she does have feelings for me, deep down. You don't just forget everything in the blink of an eye, literally. She's always gonna be special too me and i hope you know that our friendship, well. There isn't one" I left Lou, angirly. I struggled to hold back my tears as i realised how much i did love Vic, i really truly loved her, and i let her slip through my fingers.. Alli was special of course, but no one compared to Vic, she was my first love and no one gets over their first love ever.

I drove home, tears streamed my face even though i felt numb, my feelings didn't seem to exist. As i got out the car, i saw Vic through her front window, we caught awkward eye contact. I tried to hide my face, but she came running out the house as she obviously saw me crying.

"JACK - what's up? Oh my god has something happened?" She ran infront of me, i wiped the tears from my face quickly.

"No- no just leave me it's good" i wanted to cry more as i looked at her beautiful face, her perfect eyes, i wanted so much to just hug her and hold her.

"Your not ok i can see that, Jack seriously, i might not be the first person you want to speak to but i can't leave you alone like, this!" She looked really concerned, it kind of felt good too see her caring for me.

"Vic, i love you and no i can't get over you and i can't bare to see you with Lou it hurts and if you knew what i felt like you'd be like this too. I don't know what you feel, but i pray deep down inside you still love me, just a tiny bit, because i can't cope without you. Your my first love. I love you" i broke down too her, she looked down at her feet, i saw tears roll down her perfect cheeks.

"Jack i don't know what i feel, but a part of me yes, i think loves you and this is the hardest thing because my mind says Lou but my gut instinct says you.. Jack i just don't know" she looked into my eyes, i looked back, for a moment it felt like we were back on the beach where i told her everything about my life and she really saw me not just looked at me.

"You lost your memory, but not your feelings Vic" I hugged her, i couldn't resist, and the best part is Vic actually hugged me back, it was perfect. She fitted perfectly into my chest, i didn't ever want too let go of her, i just wanted too be like this forever.

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i think i cried a little bit guys

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