Good Girls and Bad Boys

Part 37

Vics P.O.V

I saw Jack pull up outside, i noticed the tears falling from his face. He immediatley caught my eye, i tried, i really did try to not care, ignore him, he's not my problem, but i couldn't. My heart was aching, i ran outside, and straight over too him.

Of course i asked what was wrong, and before i knew it, he was confessing his feelings towards me. All i could heard was 'i love you'. My mind blurred, my heart pouned, tears fell from my eyes. I don't know why, i just couldn't stop it, my heart felt as though it was being torn and punched, why?! I don't remember loving this boy, but for some reason, i feel as though i do love him. Maybe he was right. Maybe feelings don't just get wiped away like your memory can.. He pulled me tightly too his torso, i wept, and so did he. We stayed embarced for what seemed like forever until Lou arrived..

"What the HELL is going on?!" He came over and tore me and Jack apart. "Bro, i knew you were desperate for the girl but this? really, trying it on behind my back, and on your front drive! the irony hm"

"desperate for the girl? the girl? you want to watch your mouth 'bro'" Jack spat. "It's not desperation, it's feelings. Clearly you haven't experienced, you know how i feel for Vic.. I can never get over this, and i come away from you broken hearted thinking about her, and now, i feel...i feel complete when she's with me ok"

"Oh my god Jack grow a pair would you. You two weren't even together in the first place-"

 "LOU let's just go ok forget this" I grabbed Lou's arm pulling him inside my own house before this got serious fight. I caught Jacks eye, noticing the disapointment in his eyes. I felt so awful, and i don't really know why i was doing what i was doing. I just went with my head...

We walked inside and up into my room, Lou ran his fingers through his hair in stress, i went into the en suite to sort myself out, my face was covered in tear stains. As i got out the bathroom, Lou was sat although ready to interegate me.

"So, what was all that hm?" he began "the tears.. the hugss, the 'i love yous'"

"Jack was upset, so i went to see what was wrong and well he told me how he felt and it overwhelemed me so i cried and it was a hug of friendship nothing more lou" I replied, after one day of this 'relationship' things were going wrong.

"Fine... Just stay away from him would you?" he asked, getting up to hug me. I nodded, and hugged him back, although something inside me didn't quite feel right about this whole thing.

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Days passed by. I avoided Jack, as Lou had requested. Things between me and Lou weren't particularly good either, we argued every day we were together, always disagreed on what we wanted to do, i'd say the beach and he'd say the movies, stupid petty things really.

"Hellooo - earth to Victoria" Lou poked me whalst driving, i obviously slipped into a world of my own again.

"What?" I snapped back at him.

"I only asked if you wanted to go to McDonalds" He retaliated. I sighed, i knew this was going to esculate if i didn't want one, even though i actually didn't, i just said yes and thanked him. I know this isn't really a good way to be in a relationship, and techinically things are supposodley only going to get worse as time went on. I know this is nothing too serious, i mean no marriage, children exetra.. But at the same time, it wasn't just some fling, was it?

We got a McDonalds, i decided i'd just have a Happy Meal, as i wasn't that hungry anyway, we then went down to the shopping centre, Lou wanted some new soccer boots, i wanted some new shoes which he had promised me. We arrived there, it was incredibly busy today, and incredibly hot, that could only mean we were in for a disgusting sweaty close shop.

We trapsed around at least 4 sport shops, looking for these god damned boots. He ended up with two pairs of boots, a new football kit and some underarmers, all adding up too over £100, i tend to forget he's so rich.

"Can we please go to topshop now?" I literally dragged Lou out of the sport shop, we walked hand in hand down to topshop.

"HEY LOU" that, was only Sams voice of course. He walked over too us, with his new lady friend. And, Jack. And another girl... This wasn't going to be awkward at all, pft.

"Yo, dude. I'm Lou by the way" Lou introduced himself too these two girls. "And this is my girlfriend Vic" I smiled politely, they smiled back. One had long brown hair the other blonde. Great, SHES A BLONDE WHAT CHANCE DO I HAVE HERE. shit what am i thinking stop.

"This is Jess, my lady friend, and that's Alli, Jacks lady friend" They laughed as he called them 'lady' friends. Obviously, these were the two from the all girls school, they were tall, gorgeous, skinny, and clearly rich by the looks of them. They each had Louis Vuitton bags and Ralph Loren shopping bags in hand. Sam and Jack made small talk, Jack looked at me awkwardly, i tried to avoid eye contact as we stood around, eventually Lou and Sam shut up and we carried on down too topshop.

"You weren't very friendly, those girls are new around here and your just being snotty too them" Lou patronized me as we walked too topshop.

"If you care so much about these 'new girls' go after them and apologise for my disgusting behaviour!" I smiled sarcastically, and stormed off on my own, out of the shopping centre and proceded to walk home on my own, i could walk it was only around 20 minutes walk. Lou didn't even bother too come after me, which kind of upset me, i mean aren't boyfriends supposed to do that? Obviously, a fairytale relationship would be that way. Sometimes, i wondered if i was in my own fantasy-fairy world the way my life seemed to spiral on.

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