The thoughts

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I know that people wonder how its possible that girls out of nowhere stop eating and think it helps. But I got thoughts all the time. Voices everything. They ask should you really eat that?
Then I threw away the food. Or the thoughts about people who called me fat. It really repeat in my head even with the same voices of the people. Weird right? Well not for me, not anymore. Its my life I have this 24/7. And you must think it drives me crazy and yes it does, all I can think about is the number on the scale and how much I still need to lose. How much I've ate again. And what I'm gonna do the next day to lose some other pounds.

My life with an eating disorderWaar verhalen tot leven komen. Ontdek het nu