When I eat I think about how much I'll gain when I take a bite. I feel like everyone is staring at me and think look she is eating again, like she is'nt fat enough already.
I think about how many calories I feed myself this time. What I need to do to lose it all again.
When someone offers me food I think about if I should take it or not for more than 10 mins. When I say yes I hate myself more. But when I say no I feel like I dissapoint them. And since I said yes everyone comes to me first when they have food left. And it hurts.
JE LEEST
My life with an eating disorder
Short StoryIt all started when people kept calling me fat and when it came to the point that I saw it too and changed drastically well since then my life is one messy nightmare. {Feel free to rate & leave a comment}
