will it ever end?

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Currently I'm 18 years old and I still am this fucked up girl who is still trying to lose alot of weight. I'm still over the 50 kilo but that doesnt mean I dont have an eating disorder some people really seem to forget that an eating disorder is an mentall illness and cant always be seen on the body.Its been a while since my eating disorder started I cant actually precisly remember how and why it happened all I know is that it did happen and its controlling my life completly. I have been thinking to tell my doctor when he asked if I was satified with my weight but I just couldnt you know why? Its not because I dont want help because I fucking do. I thought "I'm not skinny enough yet".

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