Second chances.

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"Save it." I said, walking out. Walking into my dorm room, I sat down on my bed.

I laid in the bed, back agaisnt the mattress, stairing at the ceiling.

I began to think of reasons why Justin would cheat on. Is something wrong with me? Is that why Justin's cheating on me? Am I ugly? Am I stupid? Am I fat?

I slowly got up from the bed and made my way to the connected bathroom.

I just stood there looking at myself in the mirror, disgusted with what I saw. Dark brown hair. pierced green eyes, that have recently been a dark grassy color from all the crying I have been doing.

I looked down at my stomach. I lifted my shirt up until you could start to see my bra. I felt fat. I looked fat.

I looked over to the bathtub and saw a razor. Perfect. I popped out one of the blades. Thoughts were racing back and forth in my mind. Should I? Or should I not?

It felt like the whole world had stopped. I felt relieve. I looked down at my arm and saw blood, running down the length of it and trickle onto the floor.

I had just cut myself.

I put a band aid over the cut after some of the blood had clotted, and, cleaned up the blood that had dripped down onto the floor.

I took off my pj's as the water to the shower began to get hot.

I stepped in once the water was hot and did everything I needed to, then got out wrapping a towel around my waist and body.

I walked into the walk in closet and picked something out of there to wear.

I blow dried my hair and styled it this way.

I walked downstairs, into the kitchen and, started to make pancakes and bacon for breakfast.

I was in the mist of placing food on two plates for me and Ashley, when I heard the door open an close and than I felt two, cold hands slither around my waist from behind.

"I'm sorry babe." Right from their I knew who it was, Justin.

"Whatever. If you really loved me and cared about our relationship, you wouldn't have had you know what with that hoe. I can't trust you anymore." I exclaimed removing his hands from my waist.

- - - - Justin's Pov - - - -

I'm not gonna lie it hurt when she said she couldn't trust me anymore, but I can't say I wasn't expecting it.

"I know and I am gonna work a regaining your trust back. Starting with this song I wrote for you." I told Infinity while grabbing my guitar.

~~~~ Infinity's Pov ~~~~

It's a big big world

It's easy to get lost in it You've always been my girl And I'm not ready to call it quits

We make the sun shine in the moon light We can make the grey clouds turn to blue skies I know it's hard Baby believe me

That we can't go nowhere but up From here, my dear Baby we can go nowhere but up Tell me what we've got to fear We are taking to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy As long as you are with me baby Honestly with the strength of our love We can go nowhere but up

It's a big big world And I'm gonna show you all of it I'm gonna lace you with pearls From every ocean That we're swimmin' in

We make the sun shine in the moon light We can make the grey clouds turn to blue skies Yeah, I know it's hard Baby believe me, ooh

That we can't go nowhere but up From here, my dear Baby we can go nowhere but up Tell me what we've got to fear We are taking to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy As long as you are with me baby Honestly with the strength of our love We can go nowhere but up

Baby we were underground We're on the surface now We're gonna make it girl I promise If you believe in love And you believe in us We can't go nowhere but

We can't go nowhere but up From here, my dear Baby we can go nowhere but up Tell me what we've got to fear We're taking to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy As long as you are with me baby Honestly with the strenght of our love We can go nowhere but up

Nowhere but up Nowhere but up Yeah Nowhere but up

"Babe we can go nowhere but up from here." Justin told me, while wrapping his newly free hands around my waist.

"That was beautiful." I stated whipping a few tears away that had fallen out durining the song.

"Just like you." Justin commented before he crashed his lips onto mine.

Justin pulled away then looked me in the eyes and said," Go change into some pj's, take off your make-up, and come lay down for a movie night." Justin told me.

"Okay."

I walked into are bathroom and changed into some pjs.

I walked over to my bed as I laid down and where Justin had sat up tons of popcorn, candy, drinks, blankets, pillows, and anything else you could think of for a perfect movie night.

"What movie are we watching?" I questioned once we were both settled down.

"Dear John." Justin answered.

"Really? That's my favorite." I said.

"I know." After he said that, I laid my head down in his chest, and slowly began to fall a sleep.

And he was right we can go nowhere but up.

But, where do we go once were at the top?

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