ashtons pov
Ever since she left I feel like some weight has been lifted off my shoulders. But there's still something else weighing me down and I feel like I know exactly what it is.
I know have feelings for him. I know I like him more than a friend. I know he's the reason I realized my true sexuality. I know it and I want to tell him so badly. But what if he doesn't feel the same? What if no one approves of our relationship because of our ages?
I don't want to care about that stuff. I want to hold him in my arms and kiss him and be there for him. The short facetime calls aren't enough, I want to see him in person. I want him and I need to tell him.
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ashton: luke are you awake?
ashton: lukey please answer this is important
luke: he's busy
ashton: what
ashton: who tf are you??
luke: arazylea (how tf do you spell her name?? idc because she's irrelevant anyways)
luke: who tf are you
ashton: it shouldn't concern you, where's luke
luke: he doesn't want to talk to you right now
luke: like I said, he's busy
ashton: forget it
ten minutes later
luke: Ashton?
luke: sorry, my friend took my phone
ashton: your friends a bitch
luke: I've heard
ashton: from who?
luke: cal and mikey
luke: and everyone else
ashton: she texted them too
luke: yeah, I guess she can be a bitch sometimes
ashton: more like always
luke: anyways... what did you want to talk about
ashton: oh
ashton: nothing it's not important anymore
luke: are you sure?
ashton: yeah
ashton: actually no
luke: what is it then
ashton: Luke, I like you. Like a lot. The kind of like where we cuddle and kiss and tell each other secrets and we have inside jokes that can make each other die of laughter
ashton: I like you so much because you're sweet and nice and when you text me first I get all bubbly inside like a little school girl crush but this is so much more than a little school girl crush
ashton: I'm sorry for putting this all on you all of a sudden but it's so hard hiding it and I understand if you don't feel the same way
luke: ashton
luke: thank you
luke: no one has ever told me that
ashton: that's hard to believe
luke: seriously, I like you too. A lot.
luke: like a lot
ashton: are you serious
luke: yes I'm serious, I like you ashton.
ashton: I like you too luke
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I have nothing to say
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accidental groupchat // 5sos
Diversoswhere luke accidentally messages three other boys and things go on from there. (this is actually pretty bad since it was my first story so read at your own risk) [completed]
