accidental groupchat // 5sos

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lukes pov

I sighed and sat on my pink computer chair. I felt bad about just leaving all of a sudden, but the subject of virginities makes me uncomfortable. I just met these people, I'm not going to tell them right away and maybe never.

I still was upset about the fake numbers the boys gave me. I shouldn't have thought that the three hottest boys in my school would actually want to talk to me. Especially after what I let them do. I was dumb and I should have known it was only a joke.

I looked at my phone one last time before standing up and walking over to my drawers. I opened the bottom one, full of my boxers, and reached down into the back, pulling out a pair of 'girl' underwear and high knee socks. I kept them hidden in the back because if my older brother Jack, the extreme homophobe of the family, found them he would probably try to beat the gay out of me. He knows I'm gay, my entire family does. But it doesn't mean he accepts me, and he'd probably hate me more if he ever caught me in my underwear and socks.

I took off my black jeans and hoodie and dropped my boxers to the floor. I pulled the lace up my freshly shaven legs and did the same with my socks. I felt so pretty.

ashtons pov

I'm not sure what I did wrong but I'm sure it wasn't anything personal too. Luke was probably busy and I get that, but despite the fact that I just met him, I still wish he'd want to talk more.

I sang along to Blink-182 while driving home. It was around midnight and my shift at Walmart ended an hour ago. I spent the entire time talking to the boys in my car in the parking lot because it's bad to text and drive.

Once I finally got to my flat that Jeanelle and I shared I trudged into the elevator, tired from the long day at work. Sometimes I wish Jeanelle would get a job too, I pay all the bills and she practically mooches off of me. But I still love her.

michaels pov

I flinched as he threw his fist at my chest, knocking the wind out of me. I fell down to my knees, only to be punched again on my cheek this time. Jake and Julian only laughed, Jake almost falling off the couch.

"Told you that you couldn't take me on." Julian chuckled.

"Okay, we can stop." I said breathlessly. But Julian being the fucking dick he was, didn't stop. Instead he lifted me up and through another punch, this time at my jaw.

"I'll stop if you do dishes for the rest of the week." my roommates chuckled as I spit up blood onto my hand, trying not to get it on the carpet because I knew we didn't have the money to pay for a stain.

"O-okay, I'll do it." I nodded and they smiled evily. Julian pushed me to the floor and they went to their rooms. I looked at my phone next to me, seeing the conversation the boys and I had before and smiled. I laid out in the living room, hurt and weak.

calums pov

"Dinner was so good, thank you." I smiled at Marley as he took my plate before I could wash it myself. The perks of having a neat freak roommate.

"You're welcome, want any seconds?"

"No no." I said quickly, already feeling the urge to rush to the bathroom. He raised his eyebrows confused but then nodded and continued with the dishes. I smiled sheepishly and ran off to the bathroom. I shut and locked the door and leaned over the toilet, shoving two fingers down my throat.

I let tonight's tuna casserole spill into the toilet, tears escaping my eyes and choked sobs coming out along with chunks.

Once I finished I leaned against the tub breathlessly. It was so good, I couldn't stop myself from eating an entire plate of it. I haven't eaten an entire meal in over two months, and if I did, I immediately threw it up. I usually threw up my meals, but I made sure I got it all out when I ate full meals.

I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. I wiped my mouth with my shirt and lifted it over my head, throwing the puke covered shirt on the ground. I wiped my tears and grimaced at the sight of my stomach.

"I'm disgusting." I mumbled and sobbed while poking my fat. Marely insisted that I was skinny, apparently skinnier than him. I need to be skinnier.

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whoops that might have been to heavy for just the second chapter but yolo

so now you know all their problems and stuff kk