Kyungsoos p.o.v
"So you knew this whole time, and you havent said anything?" Tao asked, Tao was a friend of sehuns that I met when I went to China to visit luhan and sehun in college, ever sense then we've all been doing christmas and Easter together and he just recently moved here.
"I want him to tell me, i want to leave when he tells me. I love him too much to leave now." i stared int my coffee and remembered sitting here in this seat, years ago but with Chan sitting across from me.
Flashback
"What do you need help with chanie?" kyungsoo asked chirpily, really he just wanted to go tell Kai yes. But his friend needed help. "oh yeah right! Um Ill be honest, im acing all of my classes... But i needed to ask you something." Chan admitted blushing mad, his best friend just sighed and asked him 'what?' slightly angered that he made them come all this way just to ask a question.
"Um why did you kiss me that day?" kyungsoo furrowed his eyebrows. "It was an accident how many times do i have to tell you that?"
"who just kisses people on accident, nobody pushed your lips onto mine and kept them there so why are you lying?"
"I'm no-"
"If you dont tell me why ill kiss you." Chan threatened and the younger boy let out a groan of annoyance. "Stop using that threat youll never do it! Why would you want to anyway?" Kyungsoo looked down at his coffee and took a sip.
"You wanna test that theory? Tell me again why you did it."
"It was an acci-" Chan leaned across the table, lifted Kyungsoo's chin so he was looking at the tall boy, and kissed him. A small peck, shorter than their last, only for a couple seconds but kyungsoo melted into Chan's hand that now cupped his cheek. "Because I like you a lot dummy." Chan said before sitting back down.
"Do you umm....like me at all?" He started to get nervous and fidget with his fingers under the table when DO didn't respond.
"Oh, okay. I'll uh see you tomorrow." Chan said packing up his things, before he could leave kyungsoo grabbed his hand and pulled him back so Chan fell into his hug.
"Your stupid too if you don't think I like you."
End of flashback
Kyunsoo's p.o.v
I smiled at the memory, I still get that feeling when he kisses me like I'm about to explode it's like this feeling that jitters in my stomach and then I'm melting into him, wanting to curl up inside him and camp out for a while and fall asleep right there right in his little belly that I always played with when he was mad at me.
Before I knew it a warm tear was falling down my face, it was so warm I barley even noticed. I was still smiling though like an idiot, smiling with my teeth like I was the second time he kissed me that same day when he walked me home.
"Why are you crying?"
"Because I hate him."
"Why are you smiling?"
"Because I love him."
