Kyungsoo's p.o.v
This was the first time, in a long time that i slept next to Chanyeol. I forget how warm he made everything. He always brought us tea to bed. And here he is again walking in the room a tea cup in each hand and a grin on his face.
"It might be an old tradition, but i love it." He said as he handed me a cup and put one on his nightstand. "It's nice, thank you." I felt so comfortable here with him but at the same time i wanted to leave and not come back and i was in between those feelings when ever i saw him. I don't know what to do with myself.
"Do you have a book?" I shook my head there was another tradition we would read together, but i didn't feel like reading tonight.
"I think i just wanna sleep goodnight." I said and turned to my side. I don't want to forgive him or let him in I just want to stay until reality catches up to me.
He touches my waist and his hand is warm like it always is, skinny and bony and large, but warm and safe. But then i'll remember again and suddenly i hate that hand, he laid that hand on someone else.
"Kyungsoo please...i miss you, im going mad just talk to me."
Flashback
When the boys were young and their parents still didn't know, they snuck into each others rooms at night, mostly Chanyeol climbing and climbing to reach his prince charming but every once in a while Chan would hear Soo knock on his window with either a bright smile or tears, either way he would open it and tug his boyfriend in and pull him into a hug, not to tight, not loose, just gentle and caring as he whispered sweet things into Kyungsoo's ear. Anyway around it they were both happy when they could spend nights together even if it meant climbing down the side of the house and four AM before their parents woke up.
The first time it happened, Kyungsoo was sick, Chan hadn't seen him all day and he worried to no end because soo's phone was broken. After dinner he told his mom he was going to bed early, he made a thermos of hot tea and packed a bag with books and blankets and his boyfriends favorite snacks. He walked to Kyungsoo's house which was only a five minute walk if you took shortcuts.
In his room kyungsoo hurt all over, he was getting head aches and breaking into sweats, when Chan knocked on his window, the younger opened it and Chan fell inside the room panting while kyungsoo 'shhhed' him and laughed at his silliness.
"What are you doing here?" Kyungsoo whispered still laughing.
"I was so worried, i wish you could at least call me to tell me your okay."
"I'm really sick Chanyeol, if you stay any longer i might want to kiss you and i can't get you sick too." Kyungsoo worried more to himself because chan did not care if he got sick as long as he coul be around his boyfriend, just for one night.
"Now I wanna kiss you jagyia!" the older by whined. "keep it in your pants loser, at least until i stop throwing up" Kyungsoo joked and laughed at himself, the other just scrunched up his face, but then looked at the smiley boy, clutching his stomach, he loved him. He loved him so much he wanted to fall apart because, damn that smile was everything and more, that smile was his sunshine when he couldnt find any, that smile was like seasons changing and he didnt care if he got sick, and if this pattern kept on repeating where they would get each other sick he didn't care about that either, he would kiss his boyfriend every day from here on. This was another promise he broke.
"I'm going to do it you know." Chanyeol assured.
"i wont let you, im strong you know, look my abs are even growing in." Kyungsoo lifted his shirt, the older blushed looking at his perfect boyfriends body.
"Now im really going to kiss you." Chan grabbed the boys waist and cheek but was suprised when kyungsoo pushed him away, grinning like an idiot. He ran to the other side of the room letting out a high pitched scared/excited noise and chan chased right after him hugging him from behind and pulling him back, soo let out a yelp of surprise and then covered his mouth because he was scared he would wake his parents.
"Shhhhh, babe you're going to be the one that gets us caught!" Chan whisper yelled. They both played back and forth until somehow chan caught both of kyungsoo's wrists.
"Ha, i gotcha now!" Kyungsoo bit his lip and then hugged the tall boy, pulling them both onto the bed.
"I dont care if i get sick, please can i jus-" kyungsoo cut him off by bringing his lips up to meet the older boys. They both smiled into the kiss and held it for just a bit longer, hands lingering in places for a little to long, letting themselves be at ease and comfortable in this time.
"Kyungsoo i like you, like a lot and i want to make sure your safe all the time, so please stay with me."
"I like you too yeollie."
End of flash back
"Not tonight Yeol."
