Flashback
"Kyungsoo...." Chan whined at the younger boy, laying on his bed belly down, trying to read a book and ignore chanyeol.
"Kyungsoo..." The boy whined even more trying to get the boys attention by throwing pieces of crumpled up paper at him. "Kyungsoo if you don't entertain me soon I might just come over there and kiss you! Right on the lips!" Chan exclaimed with a cheeky look on his face, Soo went pale as he looked at the grinning boy.
"Chan! I told you that was an accident! Stop trying to find excuses to kiss me!" Kyungsoo flinged a pillow at him and tried to go back too his reading but his cheeks and neck were burning this red color. Kyungsoo hated this feeling, he never wanted to fall in love, especially not with a boy. Never the less one of his best friends. They were only kids when they met, they were still kids, only 15. "Your book is closed soo." Another grin and a chuckle.
"Shut up! I wasn't thinking about you!" Kyungsoo hated this more than anything, Chan acted like he liked him back, he played around with the fact that Kyungsoo initiated their first kiss.
"My mom is picking me up, meet me before school tomorrow?" Chan asked packing up his things.
"Wha- why are you leaving...you don't have to go." The younger boy said, sitting up. Chan walked over too him and ruffled his hair, kyungsoo leaned into his touch. Chan cleared his throught pretending he didnt notice and the other was thankful for that. "Its okay, Baekhyun is supposed to tutor me tonight anyways, so i have to get cleaned up." Cleaned up? Why does he need to 'clean up' for Baekhyun? kyungsoo thought, but his actions just shooed chan off.
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"What do you mean?" Xiumin, kyungsoos older friend asked him.
"what do YOU mean, he just asked me out i dont see the problem?" he replied, he knew why everyone was looking at him so odd, but he tried to ignore it cause it hurt him a little that people thought kai was too good for him.
"Your telling me, that Kai, like Kim Jong-in,Asked you to like, be his boyfriend?" The younger nodded and picked at his lunch.
"Ill kill him!" xiumin pounded his fist on the table and everyone looked over to him. "He's older than you! And hes a player!" everyone shrugged, agreeing.
"Hyung calm down, i didn't say yes, i said maybe."
"He's never dated anyone before xiu, cut him some slack. He's experimenting, everybody goes through heartbreak, if this is his let him have it, or let him decide." Yixing, or lay as everyone calls him said and continued inhaling his ramen.
"But he's so innocent look at his little baby face! If kai hurts him it wont be the same!" Luhan cooed, even though sehun was the youngest of his friends they all acted as if kyungsoo was, just because hes so short.
"Babe just let it be, he could find his first love, and then hell be happy like us!" Sehun snuggled into his boyfriends side.
"Ugh. Just kidding couples are gross." Kyungsoo laughed and continued laughing and a figure appeared next to him taking a bite of tofu and off his tray. "Agreed! Kyungie where were you this morning? I waited for you for 20 minutes!" Chan asked his best friend, trying to be stern but not being able to stay mad when looking at him. Kyungsoo's face dropped.
"Yahh...Why are you so pale?" Chan was getting worried but quickly tried to repair himself. "Yah! Why aren't you yelling at me for taking your food?" When he didn't get a reply he took his chop sticks to kyungsoos untouched rice and took a bite. The others gave each other weird looks questioning why Kyungsoo wouldn't tell him."Yahhhh.... I could just take all of your food couldn't I?" He took another bite.
"Princess you ready to go?" Kai, a tall blond boy with handsome features asked and hugged the boy from behind.
"Princess?" Chan whispered to himself but Kyungsoo heard it and looked at him with a sad smile before turning around to face kai with bright eyes.
"Hey jongin if you hurt him!" Xuimin said making a threatening 'cut throat' movement. Kai nodded slowly and gave DO a puzzled look.
Chan's mind was racing on things to say that would make his best friend stay. He was so confused, why didn't he tell him about kai? Why did he look so guilty? Is he in love? Chan hated this jealous feeling that overtook his thoughts, but acted on it anyway. "Kyungsoo!" He said and grabbed the shorters wrist before he could walk away. "We umm....I need your help. Baekhyun isn't a good tutor, please help me?" Chan asked, and Kyungsoo agreed hesitantly.
End of flashback
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Chan's p.o.v
God I miss those days so much, things were so simple even though I felt like everything was falling apart.
"Do you remember that day, when you kissed me?" I asked my boyfriend who Sat across the room in front of the piano trying to learn a simple song.
"Hmmm...." He nodded. "You were so brave. I was so surprised but so happy, you give me the best feelings Kyungsoo. All the butterfly's and all the happy stuff, I've only felt that with you." He made the same noise and my heart broke.
"I'm sorry, I love you." I whispered. Even now I still say things quietly when I want to say them to him, and some times he hears.
"I am too."
